Dominatrix Camille gave Her approval for me to update my tvChix profile with what i wrote to Her yesterday....
but first the poster welcoming Mistress into my heart that i wrote all those months... no... make that years ago...
the pic is me in my first week a little over 3 years ago...a simple pair of heels and collar before being pulled out to sea drowning in Femininity.
need i remind we have become slave-gurls in training...
and since my own future is such i also have come to believe...
"today April 26th 2022 Mistress DLC and i had our anniversary...call it an update i wrote this love letter to Her...
greetings Mistress…today marks 'our' 3rd anniversary of being officially recognized as Your collared an owned slave-gurl femininely objectified put on display on tvChix. i want to express my gratitude to You Ma’am. You have brought so much to my life i’m not even sure where to start.
As my Mistress You have taken what was a dormant seed of femininity and... on 4/26/19 ...planted it in Your garden. i have watched it develop into the feminine persona that You have nurtured and brought out within me. It continues to expand to the point it has become who i am…..DLC’s alyssa.
Into year 2 month 3 on femme herbals i’ve watched my body take on a softness and breast growth that fills me with anticipation for what the future will hold being on authentic estrogen and testosterone blockers.
in another example i never realized that by using make-up regularly these past 3 years the origin dye of lipstick and blush would leave a subtle yet permanent mark on my complexion and lips.
i mention this because even when i am not ‘made-up’ Your gurl has received compliments from Women and men on my pretty look and the feminine appearance of my face. this is helped by no longer having ‘bushy’ masculine eyebrows instead i have a more tapered look to them kept noticeably thinner and girlishly defined than they use to be.
Genetic Women have told me i have ‘in their words’ gorgeous legs (no doubt made shapelier from being in my high heels so much of the time.) now that my bosom has taken on contour and definition from the femme herbals its given me an indication of how pretty they will look once filled out with fluidity. i continue to get stares and a few comments from time to time on the shape of my breasts and nipples that have become more prominent looking.
Honestly i don’t think i could go ever back to not having my body be soft, smooth and hair free not to mention not being in my bra and panties and other intimate wear and outfits every day. The last hair on my body was on my arms. the pueraria mirifica has reduced it to a more wispy look with barely any there.
Acquiring a new respect and admiration for them You have altered my view of Women as a whole and You specifically being the primary Woman in my life. Speaking of which there is nothing in my life that i haven’t shared with You Ma’am. Mistress You know more about me than anyone else currently living. i wanted to mention for the last some years i now only vote for progressive Women who support the LGBTQ cause...(i put this in for todays post...)
In Your wisdom You have seen to it and allowed that i am on 6 different social media sites that has between followers and site-views approximately 47,000+ people that know me only as DLC’s Alyssa. This too has helped reinforce my increasingly feminine personality. i consider it an honor to help You with Your wonderful ‘Mistress DarkLady Femdomina site.
As Your t-girl i realize much, much more lies ahead in order for You and I to achieve the vision You have for me. becoming at peace with my element of gender dysphoria i no longer view myself as a male but rather instead just an obedient t-girl to Her Mistress who is developing into her full potential as a feminine being. As my Mistress You have brought a level of clarity to my sexuality and its orientation. put another way i like who I am now because of You.
Pardon me if this is too long but i just wanted to take the time to say thank You Dominatrix Camille.
Loving You always, Your pet, alyssa.
P.s. with Your permission i will use this love letter to You as the latest update on my tvChix-profile and fetlife page as well.
as for anyone reading this looking back on my past 3 years i've come to realize the genuine power a true Dominatrix has. the Woman took a man who mistakenly thought himself to be 'macho' and instilled him with feminine desires and habits. like a cloud being moved away She revealed the sun-light of the Feminine spirit that had always existed within.
when i speak of a feminine persona i could use the example of waking up in a baby-doll nightie like i do at every sunrise. the wee hours of the morn will find alyssa using her dildo or vibrator dream-scaping thoughts of being deflowered. as for the former habit of morning 'wood' that's best left for men. besides daily chastity training has left me to enjoy the feeling of 'clitty-jewelry' kept in place for a reason.
it amazes me that more t-girls, Cd's and those limited to part-time femme-dressing don't seek out Mistress DarkLady's wisdom and dominance. having taken Her last 4 gurls She has helped guide jillian, nikki, ida and natasha through the currents of transitioning with GRS onto the shores of the Lady pond. there are others too under Her guidance that now live full-time with the benefits of HRT.
it says something about Mistress's talents that i no longer pretend at being a male rather instead have bonded with my feminine DLC sisters to the point we all serve as inspiration for each other....just as She would like from former men planted in Her garden of femininity.
in closing let's remember ...every t-girl that comes out helps those that follow.....
hugs, alyssa."
before connecting with Mistress DarkLady i really had no idea what the words slavery or Female domination or BDSM meant at the hands of a true Dominatrix....oh mind you i had fantasy thoughts that were used to spike arousal during masturbation edging sessions...
for years domination was associated with men being in charge...using Women at their leisure...
yet thanks to the internet things have changed...Google it...there were 40,000,000 searches for Mistresses and 16,000,000 specifically for Dominatrices. on the topic there are 421,000,000 searches for Female superiority...
it speaks to how much 'Femdom' has become more prominent... Professional Mistress have helped to create and array of fetish desires within the male creature....
as for transitioning pornhub alone peaking the interest of both Women and men shows the rise of the t-girl...it is in the top 10 searches in the last year 2021....
being with Mistress i come to discover She plans on integrating me into society as a trans-woman...as the process continues 3+ years in i now view myself becoming much closer to that. my mind has been conditioned to where i welcome that viewpoint.
certainly there is an undercurrent in the belief of Female superiority...
how could it not be since as Her DLC gurls we are taking on the feminine form as way of acknowledging the truth of it...
in so doing we have lessoned our focus on 'our' former tool of male aggression...
it's part of what any Mistress does in feminizing...turning it from a source of gratification...into a more secondary focus...as used here by one Mistress Mercer
thru the use of chastity cages we come to view it differently....the more feminine we become...
during training it still has a value....linking sexual arousal with our transformation...
as we shift into behaviors associated more with a submissive-feminine attitude...
the thing about dildo practice is we come to find it awakens new nerve endings within the canal-wall that can be quite pleasurable....
once a gurl has felt those sensations she only wants more of them...let's take a look at this lovely creature....the days of standing tall with an erection put behind her she has come to put her pretty bottom on display in the hope of being penetrated...
i can't speak for my other DLC sisters i just know as a result of my training Mistress has developed a strong desire in me to be taken by a man....
it's part of what drives my need to maintain my new found feminine looks...
Dominatrix Camille is up front about it...She wants me to have fun with other t-girls... seeing nothing wrong with it...
i luv this picture it speaks to the impact of femininity in the lives of so many former males ...doesn't it say something that they all want to be like Women?
i've learned DLC will promote most anything that will enhance our femininity...She wants gurls who like what we are becoming...
on some level it is another example of Females capturing a male...
oh intimate wear can feel so nice....especially if you've never tried it...it just has a way of making you want more of it...
i mean after all to turn him into a trans-woman is a powerful thing...'yes baby...you're going to become like us.'....
hmmm... estrogen patches the carrier mode...so sweet looking no more having a worry about toxic masculinity..
it's not talked about much yet often hormones have a way of making things soft besides your new breasts...tell me do you think the t-girl wants to feel the eruption?..will it make her feel good knowing she has brought pleasure to another in doing so?....
what i like about the LGBTQ world is it is very inclusive welcoming many under its tent...
it could be in helping a husband to see the light...in becoming a trans-girl...for Her...
like Dominatrix Camille the beautiful thing about a Mistress ...is the devotion She creates in seeing things thru to the end result...it's one less male to be concerned about as the march to a Matriarchy continues with a new supporter..
it's not just Pro Dommes....
regular Women have begun to do it too...the Pornhub stats verifies that...
since it is the feminine form t-girls are in pursuit of...let's close with some truly beautiful Feminine beings...
is it any wonder why Mistress enjoys being a married lesbian...
t-girl joy....it ends up becoming who we are....
'shhhhh...don't tell anyone until i come out full time...i love Dominatrix Camille and what we are doing together....peace, alyssa
Ginny is very beautiful and very sweet 💋💋💋