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Dominatrix Camille...She has given all Her gurls DLC sisters...it is among the many gifts bestowed us. it was just a pretty dress...i was at work and found myself staring at the Woman. yet the thing is i was admiring the pattern on the dress. that says so much about my mindset these days. there was a time when i never noticed things like that....now i make non-judgemental assessments of how outfits look and what accessories Women are wearing with them.... i came to Mistress sort of by accident..i happen to stumble onto Her former site on a quiet Thursday afternoon. without doing a deep dive on the gender dysphoria that was lurking below the surface... on face value back then i want to stress i was a 'very...'very' part time Cd. i had a small collection of panties and some other lingerie that i would use when wanking to images of Tv's (oh i hate that word transvestite...its so ugly)...this was back before we were called t-girls. it wasn't like Mistress was some kind of 'Ilsa the She-devil of the SS'... prepared to sink her fangs into me. Rather instead Her approach with me was with the simple premise of 'if you want what i have ...you'll go to any length to get it'. after pireced ears at the mall...wearing high heels i soon stood before Her in full make-up and styled hair ready to become a DLC slave gurl in training. She chuckled when She put me in chastity....like happens to other t-girls under the rule of a Dominatrix it was to become a clear sign that the Woman was taking over my life.... before meeting Mistress i had those fanatsies of having a Woman dominate me...all in my head of course...after release i would quickly retreat back to my world of percieved male priviege... Mistress DLC deals in reality...She's giving us the full experience of becoming authentic transwomen... for alyssa being put on femme herbals 4 years ago was a prime example of what i mean...into my 5th year i've begun the process of finding a gender therapist in order to have a medically approved pathway for HRT. that's about as real as it gets... here's a store located in a nearby suburb i've gone to get a few things...Rory the Woman that operates it is very nice. let's touch on the sisterhood that comes in being trans... for me that feeling of sisterhood has opened me up to joys in coming days of living fulltime as a transwoman with the sexual desires of pleasing men... i guess Mistress saw the potential in me being attracted to men straight away...She effortlessly shifted me away from wanting to be with Women...and refocused me to find dominant men appealing... i kind of think it will take a couple of years for the estrogen and t-blockers to work ..and help soften and smooth out my features... i do think the pueraria mirifca has helped to lay a nice foundation for signficant breast development once on HRT... in Her own way Dominatrix Camille is making the world more feminine... as Her alyssa i just feel grateful i am part of it...She has always taught me and my sisters that wherever we go... whatever we do... we represent Her....our femininity is a tesitmony to Her powers of persuasion ....peace, alyssa bonus gif: man-handled...

a true Dominatrix asserts Her authority from the onset... taking control of the male sex organ is just a part of it.... if you act like a slave pet ...you are a slave pet... Herself...Mistress DLC a collared alyssa... a collared alesandra... a collared ...and 'marked' gia a collared trisha... a collared miki.... a collared ellie.... a collared maria... a collared tara.... alyssa has discovered from early on we begin making concessions...there are many trade-offs that are made...for one we sacrifice masculinity for femininity while learning estrogen is relentless...like a shark that has to keep moving...has to keep feeding... estrogen is always altering our cellular network.....helping to change the way we look... the way we think... the way we feel.... the look, it can only be called feminine whimsy... alyssa... i actually researched which 'fox-tail' to purchase settling on one that had a realistic feel and look... t-girls make the tradeoff of exchanging masculine ways for a more feminine frivolous way of being .... falling prey to the seduction of glamour ... it's not all that far from captured slave... to beautifully transgendered... femininity just has a way of taking over.... there's likely not a t-girl alive that doesn't want to have her own.... the look of admiration towards her Mistress...for she realizes without her she never would have become so girlish... the trade off ?...giving up on a male-centric career...in exchange for being seen as a feminine plaything... it's like sucking on your thumb...or a lollipop...only different...a lollipop doesn't spew out warm semen... the trade offs ...to be with Mistress DarkLady makes them all worth it....peace, alyssa bonus gif: ....the hints of masculinity diminishng as the months move along...hormones...fetish-wear... camming...the t-girl knows she'll do whatever she's told.... just to be with Her Mistress.

perhaps it was a Professional Domme... or maybe it was an alpha-Female spouse turning a former husband into Her t-girl housewife... one thing is clear...when a Woman is involved feminization of a male takes on a whole other level... a t-girl will often experience much what a submissive female does. by that i mean 'she'll' be subjected to the same expectations and things society thrusts upon Women....in other words it comes with the territory... its not all sunshine and rainbows.... How Sexist Is Hollywood? Check Out Geena Davis’s Spreadsheet,https://www.nytimes.com/2023/05/25/business/geena-davis-hollywood-sexism-gender.html?searchResultPosition=1 ...Geena Davis wrote a book of her memoirs......“Dying of Politeness,” an encapsulation of the genially stultifying values that she had absorbed as a child — and that a great many other girls absorb too, the lessons were to defer. Go along to get along. Everything’s fine... speaking on her experie3nce in the movie industry..."I knew everything is completely imbalanced in the world,” she said recently. But this was the realm of make-believe; why shouldn’t it be 50/50? ....“Everyone said, ‘No, no, no — it used to be like that, but it’s been fixed,’” ....Ms. Davis wasn’t the first to highlight disparities in popular entertainment. But by leveraging her reputation and resources — and by blasting technology at the problem — she made a hazy truth concrete... ...'“Hollywood creates our cultural narrative — its biases trickle down to the rest of the world,” this is a reply to the article by a Woman....Perhaps were more women in charge of the military, leading political parties and guiding corporations, there would be fewer military conflicts to worry about, less political brinkmanship to condemn and fewer corporate greed manuveurs to litigate. Scared of losing your dominant position as traditional male in a violence-plagued, testosterone-fueled, greed-oriented society? Then either step up your game -- or step aside... ....on one level the article speaks to the power of Woman...it also points out that 'sexism' is still present. it is my experience that Mistress DarkLady wants Her gurls to experience the feeling of being sexulaized... She wants us to be treated like pretty playthings at times...oh the poor thing... yes becoming impotent often is a by-product of being on estrogen... Mistress believes it is being sexualized and femininely objectified that we will have a more common womanly experience there are plenty of Mistresses and Women who want males to feel exactly what its like being feminine-sexualized... the former husband can't help yet feel sexualized after being gifted beautiful breasts... what lovely blue panties...such pretty nails tugging at her soft gurl clit...her days of pretending to be a male coming to an end yes she's been sexualized nothing like warm semen to make a gurl feel sexualized... the thing is i think most t-girls want to feel feminine sexualized... i had to get a larger butt-plug...all the times using my dildo have enlarged my entryway...i have one now that is t-shaped...unlike the colorful bullet plug it won't slide up my inner canal tract... not sure how to wrap this up today...so i'll just say... be well...keep Mistress DLC in mind...peace, alyssa