you're not the only one its happened to.... it seem to begin so harmlessly...you started out looking at semi-nude if not naked Women or girls....after all we're in the age of the internet and erotica is a coin of the realm....
yet vanilla sex gets so boring...you needed to find something different...something more stimulating...erotica has that too... you swiftly moved onto the fetish scene...there are so many genres under the banner of the BDSM space....
stumbling onto it soon some of what you were looking at was about girls and slavery...men always have this thing about being in control as tho its a birthright...
....bondage and restraints....leather and lace.... it's 'a bless me father for i am about to sin moment' ... you look at enough of it and it feels normal seeing it...
yet the BDSM space also has its Mistresses...so many love to enslave a male....
your viewing material expanded...not only were you wanking to slave girls...
you noticed many were dominated by Women...
your searching started including Mistresses who controlled men as well....
you're not even sure when it exactly happened...yet when you saw Mistresses turning girls into their pets it touched something inside you...that question came up....'what would it be like...to become a slave girl to a Dominant Woman?'...
something new was added to your search list... we're talking about t-girls....they're difficult to avoid on the erotica scene these days...after all there are so many out there...
your searches were mingling together and becoming a turn on...Mistresses ...and slave girls ...and trans-gurls...
it was inevitable... they say once a mind is stretched by a new idea it never returns to its old form... you began wondering if a Dominatrix could transform you...
there was more to it than just that...reflecting back you had kept it a secret and certainly didn't tell any of your friends but a part of you was open to the idea of being feminine... there were times when you even 'dressed up' in a need to express it...
one thing you knew after seeing BDSM Dommes on the net.... there 'were' Women out there who did feminize...in fact many seem to enjoy it....and so did the males who became their t-girls...
yes there was submission involved as a t-girl...
but there was also a place of feminine comfort... Mistresses like knowing their slave-gurls will live an authentic life as a trans-woman...
the idea kept building until you had to know what it felt like to be under the complete rule a Mistress...to discover what if felt like to be dominated by a Woman....to have her teach you about being a t-girl... perhaps tell you why you had those troubling doubts of 'gender-dysphoria' ....even if you thought you'd be able to keep all of it part-time and go about your regular life with no one else knowing...
entering the world of a Dominatrix and her t-girl you found it was one of Female Supremacy...a place where males obey and Women command... and most certainly 'your' particular Mistress... it is a space where the need for femininity takes the journey inward...only to discover you're to be enslaved as well...
maybe your Mistress will be like the 'Dominatrix Camille Experience'... where you are planted in a garden of femininity as part of becoming Her slave...
they may not admit it but at some point near every man has thought about it...what would it be like to have a pussy....
along that same vein since birth you've had a fascination with breasts...its only logical to think what would it feel like to have your own boobies...
you learn t-girl enslavement by a Mistress means hormones...
that's the thing about estrogen...it doesn't discriminate...it will take any man and eventually make a transgendered woman of him...
the former male 'her' slave collar in place... discovering female hormones are relentless...
month after month...collar or no collar HRT steals masculinity away...
year after year leaving behind beautiful femininity in its wake...
i can't quite read the labels but i think these earrings are small dosage-bottles of estradiol ....
a slave to a Mistress?...perhaps ...but most certainly a slave to femininity...
we'll close todays post with this conclusion....
in their own way Mistresses making slave gurls out of former males are helping to make the world a little more feminine... for they know that every t-girl that comes out helps those that follow...
t-gurl or genetic ....ask any collared feminine slave...
and they'll tell you they wouldn't want it any other way... peace, alyssa