maybe its just me but i think to truly bring out the feminine aura in former males....
requires them to have the full t-girl experience...
there's a reason a Mistress is involved...after all they know exactly what is needed to bring a male to full-term...if i may use the vernacular of feminine pregnancy...
notice how the past male aggression has been replaced with a t-girlish submissiveness in the hands of the Domina...
i'd like to touch on something before continuing...
'Pussy worship'...a form of training the male creature...it's been said the vaginal secretions of a Woman are highly addictive...
a form of conditioning it often leaves the male feeling 'pussy-whipped'...wanting more they come to accept levels of deep submission...
i should add here that its been 17 years since the last time a Woman has allowed me the privilege to be inside Her vagina...
yet for alyssa pussy worship was not to be... instead i was forbidden to date Women by Dominatrix Camille...She made it clear my full t-girl experience would involve learning the art of cock-sucking...
on the topic of letting my feminine aura shine in having a full-experience i received this invite yesterday from a friend on FetlIfe...
suzijet 80CD/TV
20h20 hours ago
Dear Alyssa,
You are looking wonderful. Mistress and your hard work are paying off. This may be a dup, but I'd love to have you join us.
This is an invitation, but far different from what usually appears here. There is a gathering of Trans gurls and those that love us in Las Vegas - Oct 9-13. We socialize, go to dinners and shows and otherwise just enjoy being who we are. You will get to meet 100 others who are out to have a good time. You may strike up a friendship that goes further. Think about joining us as registration is limited to 100 and it is a popular event. If you come I promise to hold your hand and make sure you are comfortable till you can fly on your own.
Love,
Suzi
on one level it was a reminder that there is an often unspoken bond of the sister-hood among t-girls...
from the mundane details to the moments of joy going about the full time life of a t-girl lets your feminine aura blossom...
re-visiting Suzi's comment...'If you come I promise to hold your hand and make sure you are comfortable till you can fly on your own.'...
it tells me that many of the t-girls at the Tg-rocktober event are attending in the hope of meeting some men...it is part of my evolution as Dominatrix Camille's gurl that She intends for me to have a man in my life...
after 5 years of being with Mistress DarkLady my persona has been reconditioned... She's taken a former straight male and reframed my sexuality into that of a submissive gurl...
in some ways everything we've done up until now has brought me to that 'crossroads' moment in a gurls life... that point where she actively seeks being with a man...
how much have i changed since first meeting Mistress DLC?
ever since i received the gracious invite my mind has been processing what i'd need to attend.... i am looking at it much like any Women do....
its important that i admit to myself that i'd like to have a man take more than a passing interest in me...
its dawned on me that Mistress has been training me these past years to enjoy having my mouth on a man's cock... She wants me to have the full experience...most Women have...
think about it gurls...let your mind dwell on the fact all of us have been training with dildos and vibrators...with one goal in mind...
we've learned how to make ourselves pretty so that in most cases a man will find us attractive and will want to take us to bed...
for years now i've literally been dreaming about having a cock in my mouth...Dominatrix Camille said it was alright if it is either a man's or a t-girl's by the way...
i think a lot about all the things Mistress has had me to in order to transform into the kind of gurl She knew i could be... like this t-girl below it has changed the way i see myself...
the rub is that like a lot of t-girls i like who i have become...
and i would add...it took a Woman to bring me along ....to help my feminine aura shine...
thinking about the gurls night on the town in Vegas...i dont have a thing to wear.... my wardrobe needs a serious update...
i'll keep you posted on how the TG event is progressing... peace, alyssa