one of the most significant things Dominatrix Camille has accomplished is taking what was a small fetish thing for dressing in panties and lingerie and turned it into a genuine pursuit of a feminine life.
going back decades for as long as i can remember i always felt a connection to males that dressed...yet back then i only really saw them in magazines....
oh i had desires for more yet it stayed in the realm of fantasy ...it was the usual thing.....i'd meet some Woman who would feminize me...
every now and then i would throw in a maid's fantasy....
married and being a closeted Cd was never a good combination...a lot of close calls almost got caught a number of times...
that was all pre-Mistress DLC...meeting Dominatrix Camille changed everything. i came to find she had little tolerance for mere male-fantasy. a back and forth discussion of sorts took place over the next month. that's when i decided to go for it...with Mistress letting me know She would be behind me all the way.
it opened my eyes to the possibilities of turning trans...She let me know it would take time and consistent effort...
Mistress DLC steadily pulled me into Her orbit...i found myself coming to admire Her. of course it was a Domme/sub relationship but there was more to it than just that....it was like 'She' knew and i didn't...and i would come to learn the things i would need in becoming an authentic trans-woman...
i think of the outfits She has me and Her other gurls wear...all designed to emasculate if not feminize....
along the way i've developed a new found respect for women and what we go through...
once we started talking about going on female hormones i realized that would eventually be 'aylssa's' path
what i didn't see developing was just how much of a feminine persona i would acquire....it continues to take over my life....
biding Her time Mistress has tweaked it so i would enjoy being in the company of men...
i realize now why i have been kept with my gurl-clittie caged in a piece of chastity jewelry and why i practice with my dildo's and vibrators an anal-plugs...
oh Mistress wants me to have girlfriends...just not in the biblical sense more like friends than lovers.....
am i the only one that feels emasculated seeing that beast...and i don't mean the man...
i was messaging with an alpha male this morning...he told me he wants me soft....soft and weak....soft and weak and pretty...i let him know he'd be pleased...that's exactly what i've become...with a pair of lovely a-cups to go with....peace, alyssa
bonus gif:....raise your hands if Mistress DLC has called you 'Her good girl'...
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