if we add up followers and friends some 6,868 know me on Fetlife as alyssa a DLC gurl. alyssa is also on the bdsmir-site with approximately some 11,000 'liking' me. when we put in tvChix and Mistress's 'Femdomina' sites that pushes the number well past 20,000 viewers.....where alyssa is known as a trans-woman in the making.
being on the site's speaks to how Dominatrix Camille eradicates masculine behavior replacing it with a feminine-based lifestyle.
50 shades of grey?....Mistress knows only one shade...dark...it's why She is addressed as DarkLady Camille. the DLC relationship with Her gurls is a TPE...a total power exchange.
we have given over our masculinity in exchange for the Woman becoming the guiding force while bringing us to have a feminine life that is filled with the emotions of a Female.
we are taught to become submissive women...complete with the sexuality that comes with.
giving up on male-entitlement shifting to becoming femininely objectified has brought me to experience feminine emotions such as vulnerability. as i pointed out some 20,000+ people have regularly seen me presenting as a t-girl.
like these gurls it's something as alyssa i've come to accept...and expect.
..how may i serve you Mistress DLC?
"by losing and turning your masculinity over to me...so that i may create a feminine being of you my pet."
just like i mentioned about what happened to wendy winters a few days back...he'd mistakenly tested the powers of two Women in his life...professional Mistress Kayla along with his spouse who together transformed him from a man into their t-girl of a pet.
he talked about how he 'never' thought it would occur...that it was just a game...the female hormones cursing thru his veins ...then his breasts appeared...
and they kept getting larger...to where they couldn't be denied...his hair was grown out and colored...he took to adopting to a feminine lifestyle....his wife would make fun of him saying he was now 'just a girl...and a pretty one at that'...she made sure he learned to enjoy cock...
yet wendy said it was the 'emotions' that had the greatest effect....he had learned to live thru an emotional viewpoint...by then he knew he was never going back. not only because his Mistress and wife wouldn't allow it but also as a result of the female hormones changing how he saw the world thru a feminine lens....
i am going thru much of that currently...i've only been on female herbals for 2 years yet already i can feel the shift. as alyssa i now want to have the emotions of a female with the body of a Woman...
i can see what Mistress is doing ...She is giving me the mind of a gurl first so when the time comes to be put on female hormones i'll have no defense against saying 'no'...
sure the emotions of a gurl are enhanced from the hormones but also research shows accepting socialized gender roles plays a significant part. put another way when you act like a gurl you'll also feel like a gurl and learn to express yourself like one....
anal-plugs...chastity...lingerie along with other things Mistress brings her gurls to experience reinforce developing feminine emotions...Women are more likely to experience intense positive emotions such as joy and happiness. they also will express warmth and fear which helps with social bonding consistent with the traditional role as a caregiver.
social expectations means women are more likely to prioritize the needs of others first....i would add providing sexual relief is a form of caregiving...
as DLC gurls we practice them regularly...sucking on dildos....using vibrators in penetrating ourselves...all are intended to give us the viewpoint an emotions of a gurl who finds pleasure in satisfying others...
below as the Mistress teaching Her gurl to bring pleasure thru felatio...
emotionally feminine a gurl with her 'daddy'...
the simple act of being put in an apron may start the journey...
with a dominant Female a gurl often learns to take on a secondary role...a shift occurs where enhancing their beauty takes on an importance...while it often means they won't be taken serious instead they are treated like pretty playthings..
the more the role is enforced the easier they accept it...
the iconic natalie mars and ella hollywood...turned girly role models t-gurl playthings thru and thru...
just a couple working the way thru the process of transformation...
turned collared-slave now devoted to the woman the Mistress knows exactly where She is taking him...with more beauty lying ahead..
emasculated by his woman...
for some the path to feminine emotions comes thru being domesticated...
regular housework often addles the mind keeping one in their current state of being..
the uniform of a costume says only one thing...i am a t-gurl now...
a gurl in the 80's back before 'tucking' became a 'thing'...
i think i am accurate on this...the Dominatrix that transformed one of the matrix directors into lana wachowski...he'd stumbled into her LA dungeon fresh on the financial success of the trilogy....
lana has since become a huge supporter of the trans-community...
social roles such as shopping help reinforce one's transformation...
the genetic Woman confident in her own beauty has her gurl much more tarted-up...
can a gurl ever have too many pairs of high heels and leather boots?...
we'll close with some t-gurl bonding...that feeling that comes in connecting to the sisterhood of being males transformed into living as lovely transwomen...let's have a look...both have taken great care in cultivating their prettiness...i ask you do you think when the gurl felt her mates hand gently caressing her pretty bottom...did she feel like a man or like a beautiful gurl...
the award winning gurls from 'Tia's transformation' site ....
the emotional joy spiking...
i'm not one to try and predict the future...all i know is with Dominatrix Camille's guidance i want to be a t-gurl more than i ever thought possible back when we first began the journey... peace, alyssa
great post alyssa really enjoyed the add on Eleise a post in it's self thanks
There is some very interesting parts on this story regarding the Wachowskis. The woman shown in the image is Karin Winslow who was from CT and had moved out to LA in the 90s and was one of the top Pro Dommes out there under the name Ilsa Strix. She was extremely talented and mesmerizing. She had originally been married to Buck Angel who was a FTM person. Ilsa and Larry met in 2001 and really hit it off. He was married to Thea Bloom and both Buck and Thea filed for divorces as their romance grew. I can't remember if Ilsa specialized in Forced Femme, but I recall her from the 90s and 2000s as striking, extremely proficient with the use of the bullwhip.
As their relationship grew, Larry became Lana and fully transitioned. Last I had heard they are mainly out of Chicago. Also somewhat curious as well, and the other half of the Wachowskis, Andy, also transitioned and is now Lilly.
Lana's and Karin's relationship blossomed after the first Matrix film, and I believe really started to come out publicly when the publicity and premieres started for the second Matrix movie, Reloaded, though both Reloaded and Revolutions were shot together.
If you go back and watch their first film, "Bound", knowing this history, you may see no so-subtle themes in the movie. I often forget that "Bound" was by them, but is a steamy thriller with definite bi-sexual/lesbian chemistry between Jennifer Tilly and Gina Gerson, the two main actresses.
Sorry if I hi-jacked this a bit. Not sure of Lilly's relationship status, but interesting that both of the Wachowskis have transitioned fully and now live as transwomen, as well as Karin had been married to both a FTM and FTM transpersons. Angel was one of the first FTM and a trailblazer for the HRT for that which previously had not really been done. Up until that time, it was primarilyu MTF space.
I had corresponded with Ilsa in the late 90s, though never actually met. I still remember this all happening in real time, though they generally kept things very private.