the woman-within...once it is brought to the surface it usually blossoms...far beyond what a gurl may have first thought it could be...
yet when a Woman is involved there is an element of surrender that heightens the experience....
being made chaste and collared when we began Mistress played off on fetishes i had integrating them into the process of becoming Her gurl-alyssa. She used them to bring me along before subtly shifting...using a focus She laid the foundation for creating a submissive-girl's mind-set that came in expanding a feminine persona....
i found once you believe you are becoming a trans-woman you begin acting like one. i never realized just how thorough Dominatrix Camille would be at having me take on the interests, habits and desires of being female.
by desires i mean we need to include sexual needs....the last month or so Mistress has Her gurl interacting on chix-chat with men. i've found myself easily slipping into the expected role of acting like a submissive woman....
as you might imagine the men soon get the pleasantries out of the way and talk about having sex and what they want me to do.
one man said he wants me to give him a blow job at the office....
another wants to pass me onto his friends while he videos it...
Mistress has gone out of Her way to ensure i see myself as a feminine being...of course she knows once i am put on hormones this will become easier....
She's confident i will act like the woman she is making out of me....
and yes having a vagina is on the table .....
She's always told me i'll love feeling a cock pulsating inside me....
i think part of Her will enjoy seeing me with c-cup breasts...She knows once they take form there really is no going back to how things once were....
trained to be a submissive i'll become even more so...
surrender to a Mistress?...it wasn't so much a question of 'if'....it was more a decision of 'when'. peace, alyssa
a great series again alyssa