"Im a bit angry with you presently alyssa"...
the direct quote cut n pasted from my direct skype page with Mistress. seeing it gave me more than a concern...i was very worried. what had alyssa done do bring a level of upset from MIstress DLC?
fortunately i saw the post right away and responded.
'hello Ma'am...if i may ask what have i done wrong Ma'am'.
Mistress replied
"I was in chat about 20 minutes yesterday and you left without greeting Me and it was noticed by some of the chatters."
i responded immediately...
'my apologies Mistress i am sorry...i meant no offense and wasn't paying too much attention rather instead was mostly data-mining for the forum posts for this coming week ...please forgive me the oversight as that was not my intention Ma'am.'
the reprimand came back from DLC..."always check the room you never know when a sister or Myself are there as I enter randomly."
i humbly replied...'yes Mistress ...from now on i will be more diligent regarding that.'
the lesson has been learned long ago....always say 'Yes Mistress'....
it was another reminder i 'am just a gurl' now...no longer an independent man i have been brought to that place where i obey my Mistress, Dominatrix Camille without fail.
that my life is being run by a Woman....i report to Her everyday. She tells me what to do...and i would add also i should act.
as my superior She also treats me as Her secretary...you know what a secretary is...it is someone who does what 'her' boss says. you might notice the pronouns i always use the 'feminine' in describing myself.
during the time of the pandemic i was dressed as Her secretary most everyday. full sets of lingerie, hose and heels. i would have my face made-up and my hair styled. clothing...i mostly wore a variety of skirts and blouses or tops or a pretty sweater. i love jewelry so i had a necklace on bracelets and rings and or course always earring rings. Mistress would assign me tasks and expect them to be carried out straight away. while being cordial She would treat me as a subordinate...a gurl who obeys 'her' superior.
i honestly can say i am no longer the man i used to be...how can i be called that? .... a man i mean...after all i have breasts developing on my chest.
Dominatrix Camille likes to remind me my breasts are getting prettier...that they look like a gurl's...
we don't even call them cocks any more...that's what men have and we're not like them ...we have clittys...
real men don't allow their dicks to be captured in chastity pieces...but DLC gurl's do....
Mistress is giving me the experience of being transformed into a well trained t-girl...
when i saw this it reminded me of males that find an online Mistress...early on they learn to be obedient....told to grow his hair out he was instructed to purchase a bikini. why a feminine bathing suit?...because it is not something a man wears. if he was like me he'll discovered the training from a Mistress takes hold...
before you know it you are in deep...hormones have a way of taking over....nice to see the hair longer....
with hrt comes a gentleness...the one constant is the respect for his Mistress and his obedience. new behaviors become established habits...that act as a lifeline to his Domina who monitors the development into a t-girl....
pierced ears...tapered eyebrows...smooth skin...he is fallen into the habits that come living in a 'gurls world'....
there comes a point where you want to show them...of course you don't really have a choice...they're yours now...and there is nothing you can do about it...
one day you look up and realize you've become what Mistress said you would...a former male who lives as a trans-woman...
yes...alyssa too has become a trans-woman in the making....a gurl who obey 'her' Mistress...there She is riding her horse...
She enjoys it....femming males.....
and there are Women like Her....that want their males to live as trans-Women...
some days i swear Mistress is shaping me into the kind of gurl that will make for a nice wife...
one thing i do know...alyssa has come to look up to Dominatrix Camille with a high level of respect and admiration...after all She is the Woman in my life....that is transforming me into a t-girl....peace, alyssa