in creating a submissive t-girl Mistress Camille intends i have an appetite if not a need to be with men....it's why in January She instructed Her alyssa to start engaging more with men on chix-chat.
each DLC gurl has their own dynamic...She's been up front about it...for alyssa that means i am to view myself a t-girl who wants to have loving relationship with a man...to be with an alpha-male that takes the lead....
Mistress wants Her gurl on female hormones...with the kind of body that comes with...
all of the grooming has a purpose....among the rational is to be made more attractive to men...
i mean were trained to the plug for a reason...
do i need to mention our dildo practice....
and why we have chastity cages...
i'm getting better at interacting with men...i try to come across as a lady and not some kind of slut...
today for the first time in a long time i was messaging with a decent bloke who treated me right....
he talked about doing things like any normal couple would....and that he thought i am a lady.
my mind kept going to what it would be like to be in bed with him...i had let him know as a DLC gurl we're trained to be submissive....to focus on the pleasure of our partner more so than on us....
he said he wanted to take me out on dates...that he'd like to show me off...
at home he would enjoy having me pose for him while wearing lingerie...
in the mornings he said he likes to lounge around yet would like it if i was kept in just my intimate wear....it made me feel so much like a gurl hearing him say it...
he said he enjoys shopping with his woman...it made me think of a man buying my lingerie for me...
the thing is i keep thinking about it more and more...i'm guessing you know what i mean...peace, alyssa
Another lovely post, I am envious
Desarie