a different life, a better life, a feminine life under Mistress.

i look at Mistress DLC as my Queen...a Woman worthy of being worshipped...a superior Feminine being that is guiding me...towards a more fulfilling life...living as alyssa... a very feminine creature...

it has been there for as long as i can remember...the desire to live a feminine life.

i can't think of a time i haven't looked up to women with a sense of admiration mingling with a hint of envy. the desire to be like them...to look like them...to have a body like them....as always been present.

reaching puberty this was the first woman that truly made me jealous of females...i didn't want to fuck her... i wanted to be like her....being beautiful like the bond girl jill masterson was...also developed a level of feeling intimidated by women within me....some how i just knew they were better than me...

i've always wanted a superior woman to mold me ...and transform me...into a submissive feminine being...

and then i met MIstress Darklady...who let me know she knew of a way...

that she could transform me ...to make a feminine creature of me...one that would be pretty if not beautiful...made into a gurl...living fully in the world of femininity....

for 3 years Dominatrix Camille has been guiding me deeper into the life of a t-girl ...taking Her alyssa past former roadblocks....places i never thought i'd cross....cultivating a level of obedience and submissiveness along the way...

staying the course Her alyssa would have breasts...for the record mine have been growing going on 14 months...

seeing the breasts on my body as significantly shifted my perspective to a more feminine outlook....it reinforces everything DLC has told me to expect on the path of transformation....into her gurl...does a man want to have boobies?...No but a DLC gurl does...

along the way Mistress keeps reminding that i will lose my little plaything of a penis having it replaced with a lovely flower of a vagina.....

think about that for a moment gurls...can you picture spreading your legs only to reveal between them is a lovely vagina...

alright i'll admit it ..alyssa will likely be Bi as i have a thing for being a lesbian t-girl...

like any skilled Dominatrix ...DLC has fully transformed many of Her gurls into complete women...

to go with her lovely feminine body the thought that alyssa...like any woman... will have a pretty pussy is lodged deep in my psyche..

Mistress DLC has done it before with her Jillian...and likely others too...She has taken a former part time novice Cd...and has brought Her alyssa into the gurl-world i've been living in ever since meeting Her.

moving beyond a mere fetsih game....DLC fully expects alyssa to live a totally feminine life...out and about everyone that meets Her gurl will see what she has become...

along the way Mistress has implemented training practices that are realigning my sexual orientation and desires to those of a submissive female........

wanting me to consider myself as one of the girls....

Mistress intends that Her alyssa has the same urges any female does that enjoys cocks...

Mistress not only has found the woman within Her alyssa....she is bringing her out to the point i honestly don't think i could go back to how it once was..