From Mistress DLC’s garden…. Nurturing the feminine flowers of t-girls in her garden
the reality of alyssa....feminine concerns…
Nothing pleases Dominatrix Camille quite like the feeling she has knowing her gurls have come to think and act like the women She knows we can be. Relinquishing my hold on the masculine ‘alyssa’ has learned to think like a girl so much of her day.
Here is a recent skype piece I sent to my Mistress on Saturday.
greetings Mistress; i hope You are having a nice weekend. ...once more i have You to thank for my developing femininity. the admins on tvChix listed my birthday...it seems like Your gurl has picked up near two dozen new girlfriends with all the b-day wishes.
knowing You want Your gurl to be well rounded, courteous and appreciative of the feminine life You are giving me i responded with 'thank you' notes to each gurl. they were well received and i've already interacted with some so thank You Ma'am. hugs, Your alyssa
Mistress i just want to tell You a womanly fire is building within me. i think about becoming a woman so much.... i wake up playing with my gurly-boi pussy and chest. (nighties and thongs always)...i think about being Your gurl throughout my day and well into the evenings before getting ready for bed. ...even that has become a feminine habit. i cleanse my face with proper soap and moisturize it and my body...i also spend a lot of time caring for my nails. every one of them is well past their tips. i am adjusting to some people staring...i guess in some ways that will help me when i come out...anyway i hope it's 'ok' to tell You this...i don't mean to bother you Ma'am...'luv You' alyssa
So all….how much do I think like a t-girl these days---I have scheduled a online makeup lesson with a professional.
Does a regular male do that?…I think not….does a t-girl do that? …I think so.
I even asked if they have an issue doing it with a male that is transitioning…Katie my instructor-stylist and the owner Christine welcoming me said not at all.
How did I find it?…through interacting with kenzi another regular gurl on the forum section's messaging page
Hopefully I can figure put a way to have pictures of it that I will put up....here is one of alyssa without makeup lessons
Just to touch on the note to Mistress… I mentioned that I sent 'thank you' notes to the gurls wishing me happy birthday. Seeing things from my old male perspective I never would have done that.
Seeing things as Her gurl I know that I represent Mistress DLC and what she is making of me.
Women send thank you notes so therefore alyssa does now. A feminine habit it is a courtesy shared between females that I have adopted.
Just wanted to point out a feminine life under Mistress DLC brings new behavior with thoughts from a womanly perspective. Instead of doing something masculine I sat and replied to all the new girlfriends(24) …then went shopping online for some bra and panties and earrings for my pierced ears.
I would have never met the new girlfriends if Mistress hadn’t put me on tvChix…on the site I appear as what I have become…an objectified feminine being....a DLC gurl learning more about being a woman.
So once more alyssa has Dominatrix Camille to thank for her acquired feminine behavior…do I even have to say it….it’s why I sent my Mistress a ‘thank You’ note.
Peace, alyssa….a DLC gurl.
hi moira..trying to always be progressing...some days small steps ..other days larger ones. hugs, alyssa