it is Mistress DarkLady Camille's leadership that is bringing authentic change to my life....
true story: the woman selected me at the party bringing me home to her place. we found the two of us on the couch when She demonstrated Her authority. the fingers at the belt within a moment She had lowered my pants and underwear off quickly followed by my shirt. remaining fully clothed Her hand spread my legs pleased at having me naked. Ellen knowing She had a submissive on Her hands it was an act of female leadership.
last night walking around my flat i was wearing just high heels and hoop earrings and my chastity piece. it gave me a level of contentment in the continuing advance of femininity that has overtaken my life. i've gotten quite comfortable with my body-changes to the point i welcome them more and more each day....
i call that 'the benefits of nature's estrogen.'...relentless in daily dosages it keeps the feminization-process alive an active irregardless of the other struggles i need to surmount.
bottles of nail varnish laid out lounging in the nude on my bed's comforter... rubbing lavender scented lotion onto my breasts and nipples. a little while earlier i had happened onto skype to find tara my DLC sister there. we chatted about a few girlish things like hair care, style and growing it out while also talking about the feminine progress of a few of Mistress's gurls that are on the HRT path. let me just say without naming names i think within a year or two they are going to be even more stunning and beautiful.
the nipple enhancers had stayed on a little bit longer than i usually do....massaging my boobies and nipples has become a regular practice as i read in a medical journal a while back it helps to stimulate blood-flow to the area and general development...my mind drifted back to when i first was ordered by Mistress to use nipple-suckers. at the time if i squeezed my nipples they would hurt after 3 or 4 seconds....
into the 4th year of femme herbals... has brought a noticeable sensitivity along with distinct fullness of breast development. i can now squeeze and tweak the nipples free of discomfort.
there's been a conflict going on for some time between my conscious mind and sub-conscious mind. for now it is a frontal assault on 2 prime areas in need of change. one is happening the other remains a struggle.
my past male physical habits have saddled me with eating behavior that supports a body weight of 200+. i'm not gaining weight but rather instead i've plateaued not losing enough either.
what needs to occur is acquiring a more healthy diet that a t-gurl of 160 pounds or less would strive to maintain. since denial is not acknowledging reality.....i bring it up because i want to own it....and overcome it....the promise-land of having a thin more feminine figure lies over the hill of disciplined-application.
in the image below... picture if you would the skin moving on a sharp angle inward as opposed to the same angle outward. should the area beneath my breasts be significantly reduced my boobies would have a considerably better look and more prominent lovelier appearance.
the body-area is an example of the conflict i'm speaking of....i would add... these potentially pretty twins are 'begging' to have the impact of months and years of female hormones working their magic....
all true change originates within the subconscious mind...it is the 'seat of the will' and place of a 'call to action'. we've made steady progress in reframing my mind and thoughts to a feminine outlook...an in the coming months and years i'm confident Mistress DLC's leadership will carry the day bringing me to the shores of the Lady pond.
perhaps it is more a feminine habit that i am constantly monitoring the body changes. my legs are sleek and smooth...i love feeling how my over all skin-tone has become quite soft and tender. the feminine herbals are removing the last of my arm hair...currently a wispy look the final obstacle to having a totally hair-free look that is kept that way thru daily grooming.
the 2nd frontal assault i am winning is my genitals.
4 years ago i stopped lifting weights on Mistress's order. i began calling my sexual organ my clitty. aided by femme herbals my wrists and arms have a thinness that speaks to becoming physically weaker overall. a new one on its way i'll have had 4 different chastity cages during my time with Dominatrix Camille....each cage smaller than the previous one.
Mistress has essentially turned my clitty into a secondary focus that brings with libido control...Everything She does comes with a purpose....that includes being made near-impotent...
Female leadership....the figure is likely to increase the next decade and beyond...
a group of Female business leaders....
we were all drawn to Mistress DarkLady for a number of reasons...Her leadership certainly being one of them.
the two images striking in their contrast...Women of power confident in who they are...
and former males turned t-girl-playthings... re-made in the image and likeness of a Woman...it is likely whatever careers in business they may have thought about having have given way to being treated how men had often treated Women in era's gone by...
do i need to point it out...males turned pretty t-girls....acting as 'hostesses'...
it conveys the 20's power-exchange of Women and their lessors that continues...
well into the transformation of a better life as a gurl.....gratefully serving the Woman whose leadership brought it about...
matching 4" platform heels, stockings and petticoats....it doesn't get much more 'foo-foo' feminine than that...
it was a 2 and a half year diffence....between a 'frumpy' uniform ....
and one more aptly appropriate considering her status...
the t-girl slave at her Mistress's shoulder....she's learned it is best she be seen not heard...
Women fulfilling leadership roles...while more males than ever before slip into the world of femininity...
it started a couple of years ago a little after i realized it was becoming difficult to get an erection...i'm sure Mistress knew the chastity and herbals would bring it about...She knows so much about transforming a male into a real gurl...in feminizing my body Dominatrix Camille has also been feminizing my mind...
i'm speaking about the idea that men and their cock's are attractive...i know i mentioned it earlier...there's days when i feel so weak...my skin is so tender...to have it being touched while i am being man-handled makes me feel so sexy in a gurlish kind of way...
to think i can pleasure a man... by being taken by him having his cock inside me is exciting too...think about that gurls...just being yourself you'll feel him erupting like he is breeding you with his warm seed...surely it hits on a psychic level...feeling the explosion of hot semen creaming inside you...
going about your housecleaning it will be on your mind the rest of the day....
you'll think about how your soft curves...the gentle touch of feminine hands gets him excited while you do your best to get him aroused...
i had one Master tell me he wants me to keep my clitty...if only to remind me i was a man once back before i came under DLC's leadership...
i'm guessing there's not a gurl reading this that wouldn't swap places with the cute brunette t-girl kept collared and leashed....
i don't usually post these yet lets finish up with 2 vids.. both are approximately 12 mins...in one the Mistress has her t-girl caged in more ways than one...treated as a pet it might act as another reminder Dominatrix Camille is creating slave-pets of Her former males turned pretty gurls.
the 2nd video speaks to the evolution of the erotica movie industry ...at one time there were only crude 'TV' videos yet the industry as a whole now treats t-girl actors both amateur and professional as it should....not as some morally bankrupted freaks of nature or as bazaar members of the lunatic-fringe...
but rather they are being perfectly at ease with their transitioned lives. a Woman acting as the certified GP Doctor...(again something one wouldn't have seen 30 years ago...yet today is common)...provides an examination of the new patient. it is not the typical 'hi..lets fuck' as so many were back in the day. the Woman on top affirms her position as a Female leader..... peace, alyssa
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