DLC's FLR...bringing out the gurl.

early on Mistress tapped into a gentle yielding nature i hadn't known existed within me. over the many months and years Her gurl alyssa having grown used to answering to my feminine name could feel my persona changing. the way i moved and expressed myself i found i was acting more feminine when out in public.

it seems so natural these days....with covid times loosening a bit both vaccine shots behind me so often i'll go out on Saturdays and stroll through women's clothing stores. I'll find myself looking at things at the makeup counter before moving on to the lingerie department.

now when i look at other women i take in how they dress and what they are wearing.

stop for a moment...lets examine that sentence. as you will note i've included myself in term 'other women'....i also didn't say i wanted to fuck them like a man would say instead i see them as inspiration as to how to dress and what to wear.

below is a lovely transitioned t-gurl that answers to the name of tiffany...

i'll admit it...alyssa wants to be just like her....to have my body-shape thin and attractive...comfortable in who i am and how feminine i present.

it is because of Dominatrix Camille that i think that way now....

so typical male in its function i have abandoned the old habit of just masturbating to images of enticing women...

under Mistress DarkLady's guidance i have shifted to not only desiring a feminine life ....but thru the benefits starting with being on life changing feminine herbals I also am in the process of transitioning into becoming a full-time t-girl.

i can accurately say it ...it is alyssa's primary purpose these days...i have taken on the desires, interests and pursuits of a t-gurl....a good example is chatting with my DLC sisters we all are so feminine in how we treat each other and what we discuss.

alyssa has Mistress to thank for these new habits and behaviors....it is thru Her training that i live in a feminine way so much of the time....

for 3 years DLC has had me mingling a woman's grooming habits with a feminine outlook to the point i think like a gurl in how i act and talk....i don't know how else to say it...gentle in nature it has taken over alyssa's life...

i've grown comfortable in a sisterly way being with other women....somehow it's like they no longer view me as a manly physical threat...

again it's because of Dominatrix Camille....the thought that i'll be accepted as a trans-woman makes me want to transition sooner...

Mistress knows this...it's why She wants Her gurl out in public...once alyssa is out in the world as a t-gurl i'll grow used to being like that.....and so many previous mental and physical barriers will fall away...

alyssa has already had women staring at my bosum...i know this summer as my clothes become more lightweight with thin fabric my developments will show....as well as having a smooth hair-free body to go with the look.

into 14 months on femme-herbals the thought of having breasts both excites and scares me....it frightens the diminishing male part of me knowing there is no explaining them other than to admit i am growing them....while thrilling the expanding feminine aspect of alyssa the larger they develop.

once more it is an aspect of Mistress's training...the more my physical appearance evolves into a feminine look the less i'll be able to deny what She is making of me.

together we have moved way beyond just mere male fantasy...like for example me serving a Woman as Her maid.

DLC wants me to look and feel and act like a transitioned woman

having Her gurl practice sucking on dildos...and sliding them inside my boi-pussy is acclimating me to being conditioned to accept feminine sexual experiences.

put another way Mistress wants her pretty cocksucker of a gurl comfortable with a dick in her mouth...

the deeper DarkLady Camille brings alyssa into a feminine life the easier i have accepted it is how i will live...

i enjoy to having smooth shaven legs...i like knowing my breasts are growing...it feels nice having a gentle yielding nature....i'm fond of being docile and pretty and submissive...

before DLC alyssa never wanted to feel a cock inside me...that is no longer the case...

due to covid financial issues i can't afford them yet....but female hormones are next....they will push alyssa past the point of no return...my breasts ducts will be chemically fooled into thinking i am pregnant and will fill out my breasts providing the milky fluid that comes with as they expand into those of a woman...

having accomplished it with so many...Mistress knew exactly what to do to bring out the gentle feminine nature in me...my name is alyssa...

and i am a DLC gurl !!!...peace, alyssa.