Dominatrix Camille will assure you that it doesn't happen by accident...
becoming an authentic DLC t-girl requires time and patience and sacrifice...and a Woman who knows what She is doing....tears must be shed...a lifetime of male habits have to be removed piece by piece until they've become a thing of the past ...years not months of hormones need to be digested....
we're talking about a whole personality change...plus there is a sexual reorientation that needs to occur in order to be in alignment with the bodily alterations.....
you'll be made to feel at peace with universe...in Feminine harmony with all there is....your mind, body and emotions acting as one...
do you wonder if you even need guidance?...
how many types of bra's are there?
and what outfits do they go with?....i thought so...you're not sure are you?...
shall we move onto heels?...while it may seem like there are as many types of high heels as there are stars in the midnight sky...you'll want to know at least the 17 different styles every Woman should be familiar with.
i won't embarrass you and bring up make-overs....
or are you already an expert about applying make-up?...
Mistress from the start put me in heels straight away....do i need to say it....men don't wear colorful ankle-strap high heels....4 years of wearing them near everyday have given me shapely legs...i received compliments from other Women on how nice they are....did you notice i said other Women...i consider myself to be one because trans-women are Women...
it is why 'we' all need Dominatrix Camille...
a mind is like a parachute...it only works when it is open...Mistress helped me open my mind to a new way of thinking...a better way of seeing things...my feminine mindset keeps expanding as the weeks and months and years move along....these days when i see Women i make an assessment of what they are wearing ...why they chose certain things to create their look....
if you are 'going it alone' you probably don't have a support network...being a DLC gurl you'll have 'sisters'...other transitioning gurls who 'really' care about you...feminine beings you can share your feelings and doubts with...
let's clear up one thing...coming in you may have thought you were straight...i know i did before being turned....you might have even had a homophobic outlook at times...
i want you to say it out loud...'i am gay...i am transgendered'...if i was a teacher i'd tell you to write it down a 100 times....'i am gay...i am transgendered....i am gay...i am transgendered....i am gay....i am trans.'
you're going to be accepted as an active member of the LGBTQ community...so much for your homophobe tendencies...you'll learn to have pride in your gay-ness....the colors have meaning....
you'll be taught to wear your trans colors with pride too...
your politics will change as well...if you weren't already you'll be taught to become an ardent Feminist....viewing Women as superior you'll support the advancement of Women's rights.....you'll learn to vote only for Women candidates that have a progressive agenda...
so stop hiding behind that 'mask' you've been wearing...let Mistress DLC bring out the real you...
there is no one better than Mistress DarkLady to create a Feminine persona within the mind of a former man....yes that's right ...i said a former man...real men have cocks...large... thick-girthed... elongated... hairy dicks with a dangling ball-sac....your's will be surrendered... turned over to DarkLady Camille before being removed...
i've heard tell balls make for nice silver-plated earrings when given to a talented jeweler...
you'll be given a fresh perspective...a new interest in the male anatomy ...one more in line with what most genetic Women feel...you won't think twice being given the opportunity to play with one....
your thinking about it aren't you?...what will it be like to have your own vagina?....how nice will it feel to welcome it inside you....like i said you know you're not a real man...they don't think about having a pussy....it's why your attachment to pretending to be a man has to be totally severed...you need to be humbled... your male ego subdued....you require being 'Broken'...
'Broken'....the military has done it for decades to new recruits....look at it this way...you have a new General you're reporting to and taking orders from....
...Mistress DakLady is your authority figure you'll be obeying....
a new recruit must be broken first...they need to lose their misguided sense of personal power....a stern drill Sargent you can almost hear Her words...'you're going to become a Trans-Woman...i'm going to make a pretty slave-gurl out of you....a lovely obedient DLC t-girl.'
the male ego....it has to be crushed...shattered... smashed much like the patriarchy needs to be...
the process of being 'Broken' commenced from the onset....Mistress immediately started treating me as Her pet...what i ate ...how i acted and spoke...it would all be filtered thru a feminizing lens by Her...while it may sound 'de-humanizing' it needed to be done to help lose the attachment to being a man standing on his own 2 feet...She makes all her pets check in with Her on a daily basis...the feeling that Mistress 'is' the authority figure is swiftly established...
submission is a product of being 'broken'...you'll find yourself being pulled out to sea caught up in the undertow of a feminine grooming regimen...it's an expression Mistress enjoys telling her slave-gurls in training...'from nose to toes....all hair is to be removed from your body and kept that way.'
coconut oil...skin-softening body lotion....i could feel the pull of a body being turned girlish...
the question came....'being enslaved means you are to be collared...have you purchased the 'slave-collar'?'
"Yes my Mistress..."
"Very good pet....and what of your clitty cage?"
"I have it Ma'am."
'I want you in it everyday....put it on.....fix your hair do your make-up'
"Understood Mistress Camille."
the assignments were given with regularity...'schedule yourself an appointment....have your nails done at a salon...find a store or local shop that sells pretty intimate wear...'
'i want the Women to get to know you at both the salon and boutique....as your breasts develop alyssa you'll have your favorite sales-Woman giving you a proper bra-fitting....set a time to have your ears pierced...my slaves all wear feminine earrings.'
alyssa...i've grown so use to answering to the name...Mistress told Her gurl to purchase a corset...waist-training was to be a thing i would continue to this day...
breaking a male brings submission into play...wearing a hood loosens his grip on his former personality...
he no longer views himself as he once had...a talented Dominatrix will soon have him eating out of her hand...
humiliation...is a powerful tool....the less one feels like a man the easier it is to feminize him...
a Mistress often shows Her pet images of other males she has transformed...
masculinity erased it dawns on them they not only become slaves but pretty feminine ones as well...
once a slave gurl knows pictures of her being humiliated are on a site for anyone to see...they finally let go of any remaining thoughts of being a man....
domesticating a slave hits on a psychic level....men have aways thought cleaning a home is Woman's work...being emasculated both look quite contented going about their chores...
something happens....when you know Woman is powerful enough to change your gender....you stopped resisting it and embrace the changes... you've lost all 'will' to prevent it...don't you just love the way the Women are judging the gurl...
from that point on you'll live as a Woman as much of the time as you can...it becomes addictive putting on your makeup...styling your hair...choosing your lingerie for the day...along with what outfits you've come to prefer....
it happened abruptly for me....Mistress put me on femme herbals.... natures own estrogen...
the slave soon discovers how impactful they are....i could see how pretty i was becoming ...how much softer i was....month after month the estrogen altering my body i'd become a willing participant in my own feminization...
the slave passes a 'point of no return'....they want what Mistress is doing and will go to any length to help achieve it...yesssss....womanhood it is such a sweet surrender...no longer does the slave think about living as a man...femininity and pleasing Mistress takes on a greater precedent...
i use to be strong with lots of manly-looking bulging arm-muscles...the estrogen steals those away...and replaces them with curvature and contour...
i just sent these off to Mistress DLC today....
and Mistress wants my nipples pierced...i've learned once nipples have a piercing they tend to expand in a larger outward appearance and stay that way...can you picture what having feminine nipples look like...i can now because i am acquiring them......and you thought only Women can have them...didn't you?...
my breasts have started to hang off my frame with an outward look...
i've had men tell me they want to suck on them....
my nipple pressing on the soft fabric...isn't it a pretty brassiere?...i never use to notice things like that...
i have a dominant man that is courting me on Chix-chat...the other day Adam told me he wants to have my breasts augmented...it felt both scary and exhilarating to know i am attractive enough a man wants me and that he'll see that i have large boobies....
Herself....Dominatrix Camille...years of being on estrogen have withered my 'clitty'...She gave me the approval last night to research smaller pieces of chastity jewelry...as you can see mine no longer fits
that's what happens when you have a dead-clitty....
my hunter-green top is one of my favorites...that's what i mean about how much Mistress has transformed me...a Woman notices things like that and so do i...once you personalize something...my bra...my skirt...my panties...it takes on greater meaning and matters to you....
the phallus...being 'Broken' by a Dominatrix you discover She uses the former symbol of male aggression to make you even more of a feminine slave-gurl...
sucking on dildo's...diddling your boi-pussy...you'll feel yourself having your sexual orientation being altered...
the leap from being trained to suck on dildos....
to needing the real thing isn't far away...
once an oral fixation is established your days as being a cocksucker become a necessity....
i have been forbidden by Mistress to have a Cis-girlfriend....
She literally told me when going to sleep to dream of being attracted to dominant men....
whatever you see in your inner-world you will experience in your outer world....these nights i envision myself as a beautiful trans-Woman made complete with a vagina and lovely c-cup breasts.......
i'll finish this piece on being 'Broken' by a Mistress with some t-girls that haven't gotten GRS...
doesn't she look adorable playing with her 'clitty'...
editor's note: DLC did say i could have another t-gurl as a girlfriend....
why a thin tapered waist-line?....so it's easier to shake your pretty butt....peace, alyssa
I know I’m not a real man alyssa I’m here to be groomed into being a lady
.... a gurls world...