the days of pretending at being a dominant...had long since ended...now what mattered was pleasing Mistress and doing what she wanted.
it is so true for alyssa. within days of meeting Dominatrix Camille swiftly stripped away any pretense that i may have been in charge. decades spent learning Her craft as a lifestyle dominant had Mistress quickly eradicating any sense of male privilege.
from the start alyssa was looked on as a gurl....a lovely submissive who would be learning every thing she would need to know to live a feminine life....i was reassured that i would experience it...
with the veneer of masculinity removed Darklady Camille focused on bringing out the inherent femininity that existed below the surface. identifying untapped traits Mistress cultivated an array of feminine desires, feelings and inclinations that included a gentle yielding nature.
with Mistress establishing Herself as the authority figure She gave alyssa the freedom to explore things she had always wanted to but never did due to male inhibitions and her perceived view of society's norms....'that's my good gurl...come...show your devotion to your Mistress'....
all change comes from within...yet when given the chance..or better still the opportunity...it will manifest in the physical world....if you are with Mistress DLC.
a true Dominant knows just how to bring change to their submissive. it speaks to identifying that gentle yielding nature i spoke of. that trait once discovered will be leveraged and reinforced by a lifestyle Mistress knowing the more one obeys the easier it is to continue doing so.
for example alyssa was instructed when at home to always be in bra and panties stockings and heels....3 years in rarely has a day gone by when i'm not in intimate wear. having grown to enjoy the tactile feel only lingerie brings with i doubt i could even go back to not wearing the delicate fabrics.....that i would add are intended for women only. as i write this i am in a lovely black babydoll with a sheer waist-high coverup. the satin thong panties i'm wearing have a pretty lace trim with small ribbons adding a touch of feminine whimsy.
while bringing out my femininity Mistress has also nurtured a level of admiration and appreciation for Women. it's like She knew the more feminine i became the greater the respect i would have for Women....while also deferring to their authority over me.
i've come to understand alyssa can learn from Women...and that it will help my changes evolve to higher levels of femininity...
it was like the makeup lessons i had...a younger Woman taught me how to enhance my beauty....(thanks to kenzie introducing me to Emily and her artistry i would add.)
it was an entirely feminine experience...and one that reminded me of the journey to the Lady pond Mistress has Her gurl on....i politely asked Emily is she minded teaching a t-girl...She replied that in fact She liked helping a male that was transitioning.
alyssa has discovered the better i've gotten at creating and maintaining and expanding my beauty the more comfortable i am in transitioning...
the benefit of being comfortable in transitioning is one develops a higher level of confidence in presenting a feminine persona and appearance...
there is a sexual component that comes with our femininity developing...especially if our gentle yielding nature is expanding...through lessons of obedience to Her Dominatrix Camille excels at cultivating my submissiveness...
a t-girl often takes on what a woman wants to experience...the need for penetration...the desire to suck cock...i've learned to do the sexual things gurls do.
i can say exactly when but i know my feminine side has now taken over...Mistress has brought me along to the point i like having breasts...i enjoy keeping my body soft n smooth n hairless...it feels nice being pretty and wearing feminine items and clothing....and being treated as a gurl...
do you think this husband is going to be allowed to go back to how it used to be...or will he be brought along until he has taken on the role of being Her wife....
tell me do they appear physically threatening or helplessly pretty?...
does the thought of posing in a babydoll nightie with beautiful breasts excite?
is the desire to be one of the girls at a luncheon expanding?...
is the need to submit present?...
complete with short skirt highlighting your shapely legs do you want to be out and about looking like exactly what you are.....
opposite than you may have once been are you ready to be treated differently by men...
will you be comfortable putting your breasts on display when out at a pub...do you really want someone to fondle them...
do you hope people will notice all the trouble you went to to look pretty...oh doesn't it feel so nice wearing heels and tights on smooth shaven legs...and what about your pretty little panties...are you keeping your legs closed...
are you at the point you have no issue being in the pride parade....
do you continue to fine tune your mannerisms...
see what i mean...alyssa thinks of these things now...one final inquiry ...do you really wish that between your legs you had the ultimate essence of womanhood?....
....peace, alyssa
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