for as long as alyssa can remember she's always needed to be dominated by a Woman....there i've said it...i admit it.... i have a thing for 'Femdom'. the other thing that has always been there is the desire to be transformed into a feminine-being by an alpha-Woman.
a true Dominatrix in every sense of the word Mistress DarkLady excels at taking the fantasy and bringing it into reality...
the confidence of knowing the 4 hours spent preparing had been worth it she walked into the room feeling like the beautiful t-girl she was. it was a life the former male had her Dominatrix to thank for. Under her authority the woman had gradually turned him trans. no longer would he pretend at being a man instead the gurls life was filled with all the things that make up a feminine way of living.
the woman had been dropping hints all throughout his training...'now that you've become obedient it's time to make you my submissive...once you learn to climax like a woman you'll embrace being turned feminine'....
the tactile feel of the lingerie and clothing so overwhelming he was made helpless to stop her from transforming him into her vision...
the old career a thing of the past the former husband had taken to being of service to women learning how to give a cut & style...
at homes things were changing too...he found his illusion of control he'd always thought he had was a myth....so much of his time was spent adopting to the new feminine way of being...She kept reminding her spouse...'you're blossoming dear...just as i thought you would.'...
his superior Woman looked at what she was creating before saying it....'it will help you develop your femininity...later on you'll thank me....now go upstairs he's waiting'....
unlike anything else he had ever known ...slick with lube the way it moved in and out felt amazing...named after the famous anti-gay activist 'Anita' could feel it leaving....the last of the dwindling masculinity was disappearing...replaced by the joy of a pulsating cock...12 minutes in suddenly the firm thickness seized-up...'oh my...he's coming....he is breeding me like i'm a woman...ohhh yessss...it's so warm...ohhh that cream feels sooo nice.'
some 3 years later a more youthful look 'Anita' felt 10 years younger...a new flower of femininity had emerged. honing the craft the t-girl now liked working as a stylist at the salon...dieting and hormones had given the figure yet it was the gurl's Domina who deserved the credit...she had seen what he hadn't...that her submissive would make for a lovely trans-woman devoted to her mistress.
he never really had a chance once his Woman slipped the panties up his legs 'that' first night...the 'taken' sticker an affirmation of it recognizing the potential she knew he'd make for a lovely t-girl under her authority.
choosing from one of my 15 nighties every morning i wake up delighting in the feel of sleeping in either chiffon or satin. a chastity cage in place behind my panties i immediately sense my feminine perspective that will be with me throughout my day.
Dominatrix Camille has created a new feminine personality within Her alyssa.
overtime She has gradually eliminated the desires and habits of a male instead has replaced them by altering my personality so that i view the world around me with a perspective of a woman. what had been a tiny flickering flame has expanded to be a raging fire.
alyssa has been overwhelmed pulled out to sea drowning in femininity. i now see myself as a trans-woman who has to tolerate those moments of masculinity until the time comes when i can live outright in the full bloom of femininity.
the effects of my altered personality to that of a t-girl...alyssa now wants to have a pair of beautiful breasts as one of the primary center-pieces on my body.
bringing alyssa out of the shadows...early on DLC barely tolerated breast-forms....
made to wear AA cup bras within my mind Mistress created a focus regarding my bosom....it reminded me of when i was in my late teens and made fun of flat-chested girls.
i came to realize i was being put through the same developmental-stages a girl goes through as she advances into her womanhood...Mistress has treated me as her woman from day one...like many a pretty coed i soon moved into that space of wanting to have my breasts grow.
when MIstress told me i was going to be put on femme-herbals Her alyssa offered no resistance. some 23 months later the development continuing my breasts have become difficult to conceal when in boi-mode.
the fact that i want larger breasts speaks to how much Dominatrix Camille has altered my personality. alyssa needs to feel the experience of having them.
Mistress has encouraged me to see how other males have changed their appearance being turned pretty-trans...
it has help to affirm Her goals for my transformation into her slave-gurl alyssa while creating a sense of bonding to the sisterhood feeling much like they do.
the desire to be a bride continues to be a strong feeling i have....it speaks to my need of wanting to become a wife...
DarkLady Camille has been quick to remind that Women are superior...i have been taught to show this in the way i interact with Females as a whole...
...that i should consider it a privilege that Her alyssa is being brought into their world...
what has emerged within alyssa is a gentle yielding feminine nature....i've come to enjoy the soft fabrics and tactile feel of feminine whimsy like a pretty ruffled hem or sheer chiffon babydoll nightie...
before meeting Dominatrix Camille i was a straight-male who wore panties once in a while....
under her authority i have developed a feminine personality ....it has integrated my beliefs of what i thought a woman is with how Mistress wants me to think. a man's cock has become a focal point in my sexuality...she is turning me into a bi-sexual lesbian-centric transgirl. i think She knows pleasuring a man will make me even more submissive in a feminine kind of way....
She has already told me she sees me as a c-cup...and will have me adopt to the role of being a playful pretty 'sex-kitten' of a t-girl...
under Feminine authority alyssa's life continues to be a sweet surrender.
......peace, alyssa