kneeling before the one he serves ...being broken he has acquired the look of submission ....he knows he belongs to Mistress ...and will do as She commands... if She is going to make a transwoman out of him so be it...
yet there is more to it...what if Mistress wants her gurl to enjoy having platonic girlfriend's relationships knowing it strengthens her sense of femininity that comes in the bonding of the sisterhood....
a Dominatrix: She learns everything about you ... there is no secret you are holding back on... your mind becomes Her's... your body too... She decides what will be made of it....
you'll be transformed in Her image and likeness... by that i mean made feminine...thin and weak and pretty....
early on Dominatrix Camille knew She was going to alter my sexuality from being 'straight' hetero... i was to be turned feminized-gay... in other words She was going to develop typical feminine desires in my altered persona that would find me enjoying being with men...
yet again it was more layered...
Dildo training introduces the concept of penetration... a Mistress knows over time it can become the primary form of sexual gratification...once a former male gets use to feeling a phallus inside him...femininity conditioning becomes easier to accept...the truth is it feels amazing...new nerve-endings being awakened ...for a straight male it helps in the 'letting-go of masculinity' process...
being turned feminine chastity jewelry also aids the process of seperating a male protege from his sense of masculinity...
let's see if we can connect the dots on the theme of today's post...
so different in men and Women ...for a t-girl emotional expression is a key component in having other girlfriends/gurlfriends ...a byproduct, it comes from being on hormones...for which many a DLC gurl ...and others i suppose ...has a Mistress to thank...
being turned 'committed to transitioning'... is that space where the meaning of the word 'girlfriends' has become so different than it once was....
so Dominatrix Camille forbade me to have romantic relationships with Women....yet i was given permission to have genetic Women as 'girlfriends' in a platonic sense... i was also encouraged to have other t-girls as gurlfriends.
considering Women to be superior is something we learn early on being DLC's pets...slaves...gurls...
we were taught it is an honor and privilege to have Women as girlfriends.... Mistress told me i would end up learning a lot about my own Womenhood because of it...
now in my data-searches coming across multiple 1,000's of images i have found there are some Mistress's that enjoy having a t-gurl as Her girlfriend 'plaything'...
as these pics below also will demonstrate...
both Mistresses seemed pleased at furthering the gurl's level of submissive femininity...
a lovely gentleness to her clearly the gurl and her femininity are better for it having superior Women 'girlfriends' in her life...
about 8 months in Dominatrix Camille had me search out a Gay-LGBTQ safe-spot of a club or bar that i could go to in the area.... i found Big Chicks a LGBTQ bar / restaurant just on the edge of what's called 'Boystown' a mostly gay-centric area on the northside of Chicago
what surprised me was that Mistress gave Her approval for me to have the freedom of finding 'gurlfriends' there an elsewhere....thru which i could explore my t-girl sexuality...
essentially She was encouraging me to go to bed with other t-girls....knowing it would expand my feminine horizons...and help make me more of a gurl who no longers clings to remnents of masculinity ...while lessening the likelyhood that i will ever go back to being a 'straight-hetero' male...much less a man...
i guess it helps to remind everything your Mistress does in your training comes with a reason...
and having a close gurlfriend ....
can only help it expanding your femininity.......
besides you never know when you might need a t-girl girlfriend to be one of your bridesmaid's or maid of honor... peace, alyssa
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