truly becoming one of the gurls!

early on when first meeting Mistress i saw a pic of DLC's natasha with a tag on her 'gurl-clitty' that read 'dead dick'. part of me originally thought it was just some aspect of BDSM play. the better i got to know Mistress the more i realized Dominatrix Camille intended that i would be offering Her my penis in exchange for being given the gift of a vagina.

i came to learn it is part of the path many of Her gurls are put in. from a functioning cock...to a 'gurl-clitty'...onto a limp useless penis though hormones...until it's physically castrated...replaced with the loveliness a flower of a vagina is for a post-op t-girl.

while for some males it's mere fantasy...can you really picture opening your thighs spreading your legs to reveal a pretty pussy?

liking it so much...you want the breast augmentation to go with...

in the medical field Herself Mstress knows everything that is needed to bring Her gurls along...including the post-op functions that come with being truly turned into a transwoman.

Mistress utilizes many tools along the way...before meeting Her i never had any....now days alyssa has 3 different chastity cages...it has helped to reframe my mind to accept that i no longer have a cock...that's something that men have...not something a gurl like me wants.

DLC trains Her gurls to the plug...it creates a mindset to one preferring to be penetrated. my DLC sister trisha told me that as her clitty has gone limp from being on hormones she now has a more womanly orgasm. forgoing the temporary thrill of a few seconds of spurting out instead bands of internal feelings waft over her throughout penetration. she has a new video up where she effortlessly takes in what has to be a 7 if not an 8" dildo-cock. surely it is preparing trisha for the day she may have a pussy.

the emotional changes of being on female hormones expanding what also occurs is the desire to please her partner...as a submissive.

i would add the larger my breasts have developed the more i want to go the full distance...

Dominatrix Camille has helped me accept that i will be comfortable in becoming a woman...that feeling a gurl gets when she knows it was who she was meant to be.

i can't put my finger on it yet there is still something about it that it is a turn on knowing a Woman is feminizing me

...that a dominant Female is bringing me to live in a gurls-world...

we'll close today's post on that theme.....

one day alyssa will be out and quite comfortable living that way...having truly become one of the gurls....

i would add while i would very much love to look like the post-op t-girl above...it is more likely i will look like the post-op gurl with her Woman below...having said that i can live with that after all she is one of the gurls...peace, alyssa