a Dominatrix ...i never reaiized the power She would have over me.
my brain has been re-wired....my mind has been conditioned...some years back i thought i could just walk away...i understand now that will never happen....Dominatrix Camille made sure of it....the power of femininity has taken over....
i'm a t-gurl now...i do whatever i can to enhance living that way....
it's certain that there are many males that have fallen into the trap...
they think they can just turn it on ...then turn it off retreating back to the world of male privilege ...
it moves past being a 'want'....and shifts into becoming a 'need'....
they find they can't go without it....
their desires become linked with becoming a t-gurl...
it goes way beyond the fun of just dressing up...the idea ferments...it begins to incubate...the inevitable happens...the path moves through the phases... reaching the stage where female hormones enter the picture....
hormone replacement is a power unto itself....one can't help yet fall victim to its mental and physical demands....
the connection is there...you've become part of the sisterhood of femininity...
hormones are like having a taste of the forbidden fruit...once you've tried them you only want more...
there no longer is any reason why you should hold back....you want to act like a Woman because you've become one...what's the mantra?...if i'm correct it goes like this...trans-women are Women.
the days of a quick shower and towel-off are gone...for a night out now every detail must be assessed in searching for flaws...
being part of it the sisterhood feels so much more fulfilling...
at the time you weren't all that sure about it.....why was Mistress training you the way she was...was it all about being shamed...or maybe it was just outright humiliation ....
then you discovered the reason....conditioned to accept and enjoy penetration it wasn't necessary to retain an erection...
it seemed to fade away...those distant memories when it was you on the prowl...
the truth is...when you close your eyes and think on it.....
if you are like DLC's gurls you've come to enjoy every minute of being part of the sisterhood...peace, alyssa
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