Dominatrix Camille is building a better gurl of alyssa.....it's come with an interest in the BDSM genre.
the other night i went out and purchased a new dildo with Mistress's approval...i also picked up a new sheer cover-up and pair of lacy crotchless panties to let me chastity jewelry be seen.
a nice size and girth to it that's the thing about dildo's...they only have one purpose...it's called penetration.
my body is kept soft and smooth and absent any hair...i have a-cup size breasts...nipple-enhancing discipline has made the protruding nubs on my boobs highly sensitive....i know how to do my make-up and hairstyling .....my ears are pierced...i keep my toe and fingernails regularly polished. there is a ton of lingerie in my dresser drawers...i have outfits and women's shoes to wear....near 4 years worth of femme herbals have considerably reduced my former-male musculature in my biceps and elsewhere...what i am trying to say is my body is looking more feminine each passing day.
i have friends to share my thoughts and feelings with...my DLC sisters... the topics are wide-ranging from feminine fluff to serious life-issues..and with more than hint of a gay-trans perspective that is now my personal viewpoint. the point is i live in a feminine cocoon much of the day. the things that interest women now hold my attention as i continue to transition....
there are some of Her gurls that are married...so i would assume in the interest of maintaining their fidelity to their spouse this post may not be applicable....this pic below is for you
such is not the case with me being that i am single and unattached....it means Mistress is preparing me for a romantic relationship as part of my trans-journey...
i've found there is a progression to it...in my case i came in thinking i was straight male and normal. then again i have a theory that normal people aren't normal either....in Mistress's transitioning of me I'm becoming a t-gurl who is being conditioned to enjoy the company of men.
there is a reason why we practice with our dildos, vibrators chastity cage and anal-pugs...
looking back to before i met Mistress DarkLady the more i think on it ..maybe i wasn't all that straight after all.....it has been 16 years since i was allowed to enter a Woman's vagina.....unless i was a celibate Bhuddist monk that is a very long time to go without for someone who viewed himself as being straight...
once i was identified as a submissive it was only a matter of shifting it to having a feminine perspective. within a short time Mistress had made a convert of me....the slave collar acted as a reminder....'i was Her 'gurl' and would learn what She wanted me to....
She would let me know one day i would be presenting to a dominant man...
for this post it would be easy to slip into the whole sissy-slut thing... though i'll avoid it because among other reasons Mistress has always told me as Her alyssa i am a transwoman and 'not' a sissy....gradually over the last 4 years Mistress has built a desire to be with men...for the past year i have interacted on chixchat almost exclusively with Masters.
lets take a look at the art of lovemaking as well as just taking a fucking as a t-girl....the time for enticing lingerie and outfits passes...now its just about you and him...and you making him feel satisfied...
open and exposed....that feeling of vulnerability mingling with the raw sex of the act.....
that moment you feel it....bursts of warm semen erupting inside you one after the other...thinking its over only to find it keeps on filling you with more...
your legs spread open and receiving....you feel like such a submissive woman such a feminine being...
whatever control you thought you might have had is given up.....given away to his dominance over you...
you shout outloud...moaning is your only recourse...the single thing you can do until he has relased his load of man-juice....
you think on it...its because of Mistress that you're there...
it was Dominatrix Camille who made a woman of you...the feeling of gratitude for her...no longer are you the man on top...rather instead you're just a bottom made pretty enough to fuck...his body engulfs yours....holding your arms reminding you how weak you've become..
the way they move...the way they jiggle...i'll forever remember i'm a DLC gurl ...peace, alyssa
Yes, Trans is VERY beautiful. 💋💋💋
Lovely post alyssa.