in my posts here i've always tried to navigate that space between taking my transgender nature serious while having an undercurrent of fun and poetic license in expressing my feminine side.
as anyone who reads these posts knows i often use my imagination taking themes that exist within my mind an expanding on them. there are numerous categories such as Female domination, Women superiority, male-feminization by Women, transitioning along with the varieties of t-girl-sexuality....
i could go on yet know this...i do take a serious outlook aware my reality is being altered with my blessing by a Woman....Dominatrix Camille.
i was thinking the other day that the vetting process Mistress Darklady uses fulfills the task of separating the pretenders from those that truly want to transition into a feminine life complete with the physical changes that make one feel whole.
some of the images i use are powerful an on some level touch something inside me that speaks to my need to be a more feminine being...though not all of you may have the same feelings as i do or i suppose enjoy what i put up.
since doing data-mining for the posts i've been exposed to an extensive array of thoughts and images far beyond what i used to look at.... i view some of it as valuable research in learning more about navigating the world of transitioning.....it has also helped to alter my view of my own sexuality. for example at one time i was a straight-male what inclination i had for femininity was overwhelmed by my masculinity playing the expected role of a man.
that has changed dramatically...i must say much of the credit goes to Mistress DLC. in creating and continuing to expand my feminine persona She has seen to it that not only do i want and need to have a feminized body and mind-set i'm now also open to have men taking me sexually. its why you'll see more of that even though it might not be 'your' turn on.
it touches on the authentic power She has in bringing femininity into dominating my life through Her vision for Her alyssa.
i am not 'out' yet this is due to a number of circumstances finances and work issues being major factors. yet i can feel it building and at some point i will be at the crossroads. it feels like i need to be pushed past the point of no return. i'm sure Mistress has seen this with some of Her other t-girl proteges and therefore knows exactly what to do.
this i do know once i do come out it will be full time and there will be no turning back. i sincerely believe my feminine side will flourish washing over me like a cascading waterfall leaving alyssa firmly entrenched in a girls-world. (though i would add i am in desperate need for an entirely new and extensive wardrobe makeover... complete with lingerie much like any women have.... from day-wear to fancy dresses and co-ordinated outfits not to mention shoes and accessories...i suppose some fetish-wear would be nice as well.)
....anyway on with the show just wanted to get that out....
more about being under the influence....of femininity...
just another former husband....
some vintage gurls...
i actually get excited in preparing for a date with Mistress...
maybe it is just me yet the gurl looks so emasculated....at the hands of her Woman...
you know it is an older one when you see geocities....
under collar and leash the gurl can't help but stare at the Mistress's vagina...
pardon ...thought it would be a longer post but have to get to work...i'll leave you with this....i think she is pure t-girl through and through...peace, alyssa
Sorry to say it but I am more of a pretender as have not got the courage to surrender completely due to my circumstances. Love reading of your success though Alyssa.
great post alyssa and some inspirational photos