it's been a strange phenomena to absorb....
men are finding me attractive...
for some reason they bring out my submissive side....it's almost as though they prefer that i'm not taken serious rather instead i will be viewed as a plaything.....if not a bdsm-fetish toy....
they do point like Mistress says...i have a clitty and they have a cock.
some have asked if i am going to go all the way and have a vagina...my answer is 'if possible yes'.
speaking of being put behind me ....the days of having a Woman wanting me to penetrate Her are in the past...it's been like 16 years since my last time....
due mostly to Mistress DarkLady and Her training i no longer delude myself with the thought that a Woman wants me to fuck Her.....i realize some of you reading this have Feminine spouses so i guess this doesn't apply to you.....
yet i'll never hear a woman ever tell me i have nice manly cock.....
this where the shift in alyssa's life comes in...first let's examine a few facts...
since being accepted by Dominatrix Camille together we have focused on Her gurl developing my breasts...
here playing at my vagina-gaff in the early days we've made some serious progress..
with estrogen comes fluidity and further development that will necessitate a proper bra fitting....
fact:...i simply adore the feeling of stay-up thigh-high stockings on smooth-shaven legs....as for shaving i do it everyday...my underarms..my legs...everywhere...whether it needs it or not.... it is ingrained into my grooming regimen...
fact:...3 years of consistent application of lotions, cremes and coconut oil have given me soft and smooth skin...
fact: the origin-dye of lipstick ...and i suppose rouge... have left a permanent color-change to my lips and blush-imprint at the cheek-lines....
this leads us back to men finding me attractive...
the thing is i have opened myself up to the idea of being with a man....it gives me a connection to other gurls who feel the same way...
as for my clitty....some want it caged and confined others don't care...
the latest generation chastity piece of clitty-jewelry allows for no hint of an erection...
what i am still adjusting to is that my body parts will bring arousal to men...
one theme with all of them is that i look on myself as being a source of pleasure for them...
we'll see how it goes....peace, alyssa