having recently moved out from home into my own flat it had been a Friday night of drinking. a party atmosphere at the Germania-club everyone was there for their annual spring event. a firm and vivacious body near my size in height and weight the Woman decided to 'pick me up' at the end of the evening.
some 15 minutes later we found ourselves on the couch in Her apartment. it started out as soft kisses and caressing yet She detected a submissiveness She hadn't anticipated. after all young men are expected to be the aggressive ones.
Her hands lowered within seconds She was easing my pants and underwear and socks off. next She removed my shirt having me totally nude being the one to feel vulnerable. the whole time Her clothes remained in place.
Her body shifted pinning my right arm behind it while Her arm extended past my shoulder Her left hand holding my other hand at the wrist. a surge of assertiveness the Woman's free hand pushed my inner thigh spreading my legs. it is a natural feeling for Females to spread their legs yet for a male to do it it brings a feeling of emasculation...in my case at the hands of this Woman.
when Her face moved near mine i closed my eyes anticipating the kiss. pulling Her lips away a few minutes later She knew She had a submissive male in Her grasp. Her fingers pitchforked into my longish hair as if to create more volume while She briefly complimented me on its texture and appearance. at the time i had a deep brunette color to it a silkiness created from using conditioner.
She let Her hand wrap around my penis before slowly edging me. bashful....quiet...i remained silent but for a few moans escaping. Her fingers gliding along my upper legs and tummy and chest She pulled me closer using Her hand at my one bottom cheek. from regular running my thin frame the one conforming to Her more stable position She kept us like that for the next little while.
at one point i was instructed to go to the kitchen and pour Her a glass of wine. i'm now convinced She did it just to see the naked male She had following Her order. a few minutes later with Her in the lead She took me by the hand and led me to Her bedroom.
Her finger pointed to the carpet kneeling down i began to undress Her first taking off Her high heels and pants before lowering Her panty-hose away. Her hands pulled my face close to take in the scented aroma of Her vagina hidden behind the damp panties.
that was a true story from in my late 20's...i mention it to point out the inherent submissive side i have always had. back then my dressing-up was still in the stages of splurging on lingerie then purging whatever i had a few weeks later out of guilt.
after a short while Dominatrix Camille had gotten to know me enough to realize She would leverage my submissiveness. mingling with my desire to be feminine that feeling has played out in my obedience in following the training methodology implemented by Mistress DarkLady.
the genuine transformation part of 'trans' in the term t-girls is a long process....one could say it never truly has a conclusion for we are going through it in stages.....each one a deeper part of feminine evolving.
i like how his eyes speak to how much control the Mistress has over his life....it is as though they both realize he is on a journey he will never return the same from...
the price of submission in admiring the feminine form...
a male transformed into a t-girl brings with new more feminine-based experiences...
editors note: i literally have this nightie...i bought it on amazon some 6 years ago....
the slave-pet factor...an emasculated male being brought along until his role a couple of years later is that of a feminized slave-gurl pet for his Master....turned pretty plaything the hormonal impact evident below....the tattoos a sign of a Master making his mark on his slave-gurl...
these images are intended to show how influential a true Dominatrix can be in one's transformation into a feminine being....the conditioning is impactful enough to alter a slave's sexuality to the point they seek gratification in ways more associated with typical feminine interests.
reinforced by feminine-wear the early stages of training establish a sense of helplessness...
in the process obedience to the Female authority figure ensures greater transformation in the days ahead...
the purpose of a chastity cage is two-fold....it controls the libido letting it be directed in another direction while reaffirming a different outlook to the sexual organ. Mistress has Her gurls call them our 'clitties'... in time aligning them with a more traditional feminine definition...
an anal-plug initiates the process of ...hmmm how should i put this?....taking the t-girl's journey inward...by highlighting the act of being penetrated as a sought after goal.......
nipple-clamps a forerunner to creating sensitive nipples helping to acclimate the effects that hormones will bring...
i mentioned having my legs spread in my story...the act itself is considered feminine in nature...for a male being transformed it hits on a psychic level...
coming to admire them...a t-girl's place on the food-chain lower then genetic Women....the arousal becomes linked with the femininity....
female hormones are the ultimate game changer....Mistress DLC fully expects all of Her gurls to be on them at some point in our journeys...
we should talk about breasts...a byproduct of estrogen and t-blockers DarkLady Camille wants Her gurls to have the full feminine experience they bring with....
it takes time....yet hormones while changing our body also alter our sexuality...
all part of our feminine conditioning higlighted by obedience....we find ourselves acquiring the traits and habits and feelings Women have....
Mistress has Her gurls that have advanced in their training wear tags that say 'dead dick'...impotence often is a common by-product of being on hormones...a gentleness...a docile feeling...you can see the gurls can no longer call themselves men...
here the two former males have discovered the joy of t-girl playtime...a semi-flaccid state both seem to have a level of feminine passiveness...the pretty painted nails long enough they have learned they are only able to use the pads of their fingers so different then a hard grip of a man...
comfortable in their feminine grooming habits not a hair on their bodies....the enjoy being gentle with each other's little plaything of a clitty...
the caged clitty more secondary than primary ... the t-gurl knows her role...it's to satisfy her dominant....
here is me in my cage....i wanted to show a pic of alyssa digesting her wetness...unfortunately i lost them after switching computers recently...so i'll asked the question instead....
have any of Mistress's gurls wondered why She has us practice sucking on our dildos or digesting our discharge after being given permission to cream?
the answer is simple...if not obvious...
She wants us to develop a liking for sucking on a pretty cock and to how the release of cream tastes for future consideration...
can you picutre your beautiful dangling breasts while you make a man hard....
maybe you'll be like a submissive woman who wants more than one...at the same time
this brings up the next observation...are there multiple reasons why you're getting your man hard...
we already know we have been conditioned to be obedient and submissive...certainly the hormones have helped with that...
just some food for thought...as we move deeper into our gurls world. peace, alyssa
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