a Beauty-Show convention in town the weekend started off with alyssa checking in early Saturday morning with Dominatrix Camille. on the skype-feed among the 'girl-talk' messaging i typed in what lay ahead for my day.
"Mistress we have a Beauty show convention in town across from our tavern...i have a couple of passes....and will be able to get some product at a discount...."
the tiny 'thumbs-up' icon put next to my words a sign Mistress had given Her approval once more made me feel glad i do what She wants me to. i ended up buying a large bottle of my fav perfume 'modern muse' along with 4" gold-colored hoop earrings.
it's become something more than just a habit i always let the dominant Woman who is over-seeing my life know what i am doing.
certainly an element of obedience on my part i seek out the feminine guidance from the Loving Female Authority figure that rules my world as i continue 'alyssa's' journey deeper into the world of becoming a trans-woman.
Mistress DarkLady put up as link to comments made by Kris Jenner and the transitioning of her former husband. DLC also put up latest pics of 'Her' slave-gurl maria which i'll touch on in a moment
it made me think about Kris Jenner...with a net-worth near 200 million dollars the Woman has made her mark in the world ...She has literally help to 'groom' her daughters into highly successful and wealthy business-women and 'influencers'. Kim Kardasian and her sister Kylie each have a net worth that is over a billion dollars.
Kris commented on how life has adjusted with the former spouse of her's living as Caitlyn.
for the public record Kris said all the right things...'it was a shock at first then a reality'. yet it has come to light She knew more about his habit of crossdressing throughout their marriage.
in their case it would seem the picture conveys 'behind every good Woman is a man who has been feminized under Her influence'.
i believe the transition speaks to Kris's power.
think about it for a moment...a man an olympic gold-medal winner who once represented the height of masculine virility has been brought to the light of the feminine.
it makes me wonder if it wasn't Kris's intention all along to strip her former husband of his maleness and have him live as a Woman....as a demonstration of 'Her' power.
so i looked forward to going to the convention... here are some of my thoughts on attending the 'American Beauty Show'. https://10times.com/america-beauty-show
the attendance figure was some 18,000+ for the weekend...walking around i couldn't help yet notice it was 90% women. there was enough estrogen-energy there to fuel a rocket-ship to Venus.
of the 10% of males there many were in full make-up. i can't tell you just 'how much' i wanted to sit down and get a make-over'.
alyssa under the cover of my masculine-disguise (uggg) i took some pictures of my own.
i felt an overwhelming sense that i wanted to be attending the event presenting as a trans-woman instead of how i was. i found being there was both disconcerting and enlivening.... invigorating and exasperating thinking i had 'far to go' to get where Mistress and i want to.
part of me was envious knowing i would never have the body some did...that for now my body-shape is not where i'd like it to be....yet that was just a judgement or assessment at a point in time.
then i would remember what Mistress Camille is bringing to my life experience...i thought of the latest pictures of slave-girl maria i saw Saturday morning.....
it was reminder Mistress is making slave-girls of us ...obedient...pretty...estrogen-fueled feminine beings out of former males....to the point we'll be left with little choice but to live a woman's life....
i next thought of lovely trisha my DLC sister...her beautiful physical and mental development continuing...
the Kris Jenner link made think how femininity continues to powerfully impact society bringing greater numbers of males to the shores of the Lady pond....so often at the hands of Women...
the before....
vows renewed...
Mistress has helped me to look at myself like no other Woman has...and thanks to Her i like what i'm seeing these days...peace, alyssa.