she liked who she had become...the t-girl had given up on pretending she once could have been called a man...it was so much better obeying Her Mistress...each day there was so much to do...the cooking, the cleaning, making the bed, ironing the linens and watering the plants it seemed to give her life purpose being domesticated as she was.
the cage?...she called it her 'clitty' jewelry and enjoyed the way it let others know she was a slave-girl pet to the Woman that ran her life...
the truth is for you to become a t-girl 'you' needed a Woman like Dominatrix Camille in your life.
the sacrifices have been made....nearly every t-girl i know of could produce a list of hers as if they are requirements for transitioning. family and friends the hurdles of convincing them that becoming a transwoman is who you really are is most often high on the list.
it's likely your work or career will be part of the sacrifices you'll make. at best a challenge during and after the process of transitioning you'll be lucky if your work environment comes without hassles.... while strides have been made many people you'll interact with just don't know what to make of t-girls.
some will let the hate be seen... others will wonder why you did it... but its best not to give it much of a concern and just do your job. you have to remember most people are too busy thinking about themselves to think much about others. as far as work unless you are independently wealthy staying above the fray... plan on having a job. if you find one that pays the bills and supports your transition so much the better. me?...i'm still looking for both.
'normal' vanilla-sex?...sorry, that went out the window years ago... besides i have a theory normal people aren't normal either. the meme from World War 1 comes to mind... 'it's hard to keep them down on the farm once they've seen Paris'.....
ahhh...Gay Par'eee...yes your 'gay'...so what?...confess it and be done with it...have pride in it for it speaks to the courage that comes in your conviction of acknowledgement....that too was a hurdle that needed to be traversed. about 20 years ago when i first started 'going out' was my first exposure to the harassment that comes with letting my feminine-side be exposed. freed by divorce it began the process of trying to live 2 lives....and like other t-girls my desire to let 'Femme-flag' fly unfurled only expanded....
it took a Woman...Dominatrix Camille to set me free....it may seem like an anomaly to become a slave-girl pet in order to find freedom....admit it...you think its a turn-on to be owned by a Dominatrix.
and yes there 'are' Mistresses that enjoy creating slave-girls out of males...
hmmm...how interesting...a sex-doll with a strap-on....to go with a Mistress with her's...
plenty of lube...
the reward is becoming the trans-woman Dominatrix Camille is making of you....
if i've noticed anything it is that t-girls like to go out and party...they like dressing up and enjoy being seen...i think in some way it validates our choice of transitioning.....
so the other day i had a man hit on me...i waited to respond until i heard what Mistress DLC said and how She wanted me to reply....She got back to me earlier today....
"Mistress, 9:54 AM
chat more .. get a photo of him and meet if you wish... good luck."
after doing as She told me....
my first thoughts drifted to having sex....assuming there's a little spark there between us i wondered ... what would it feel like being undressed by him...having him take off my outfit and get me down to my bra and panties...my stockings and heels...and next if he'd like my breasts...in my mind they feel like these...
yet they look like this as of last week....
it makes me wish i had a couple of years of HRT in my system like trisha does...i think she's amazing...trisha has shown what can happen when we follow Mistress's direction...
i thought about the assumption he'd want to get me in bed....i mean let's face it men are men...money, sex or power...they're thinking about at least one of the three all the time...
i'll talk more about it later...be well....peace, alyssa
bonus gif: in the category of.... 'you should see what pics n vids i don't post'....
tattoo of the day....as best i can tell he's kept chaste...taken by strap-on and likely cuckolded...