life is better with Dominatrix Camille in charge....altering my body She's taught me how to be feminine...
Her female authority is absolute. the proof lies in that we are being re-imagined in DLC's feminine image....let's keep in mind this post is written from the gift of enslavement point of view....the reasons are there...submission is pleasure, surrender is joy, obedience is my only choice.
reflecting back before meeting Mistress i had a vague idea what being feminine truly meant....She has given me a whole new perspective...
surrendering to Her vision has been a core component....
time and again i've been reminded that i am her slave gurl....
my femininity is linked with viewing Women as my superiors....
after all it is a Woman that is chemically altering my body....while rewiring my brain into that of a femme-submissive....soft smooth skin...breast development....feminine inclinations....Feminist beliefs....
yes...the clothing and intimate wear matter...and the make-up enhancements and hair-styles and accessories too...
but its more than all that...it goes deeper...Mistress has penetrated my psyche to the point i have a feminine perspective....
chastity and nail-polish....i've been there so often...today i varnished my nails just because i wanted to...i suppose it's something a gurl does.....and it comes naturally to me these days....
i admitted it to myself quite awhile ago...i love wearing a collar for Dominatrix Camille...
what i am talking about it a new attitude....actually it's no longer new...i've had it for a few years now...seeing the world thru they eyes of a male transformed into a feminine being...
whatever your mind dwells on expands...if you think like a feminine submissive gurl... you'll act like a feminine submissive gurl....if you act like a feminine submissive you'll be treated sexually like a feminine submissive...
and the thing is ...there is nothing wrong with being that way.....
in Her wisdom Mistress DLC has given me the typical feminine perspective of gurl who desires to be with men....perhaps it has always been there buried deep within my psyche...i don't know...an unconscious desire?...maybe because i've developed a genuine pursuit of transitioning it can be seen as a logical progression....
i have to say after speaking with a number of them i am a bit surprised just how many men have no problem with a t-girl having a 'gurl-clitty'... it just confirms they will try to 'shag' anything that moves....
here is how one man that is after me to go out with him put it....
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Alyssa, I took early retirement from a major airline 5 years ago and now fly corporate charter trips in a Learjet 45.....'I do appreciate the feminine form and those that strive to achieve it in all levels'.
i can tell that my flyer-jock is serious because he hasn't mentioned having sex at all...i've discovered that is usually the demarcation line i find on social media dating-sites that separates those that want to have an earnest relationship from those that are just interested in getting their rocks off...
ok sorry ...i kind of went off on a t-girl-horny thing there....though to be honest i find myself drawn to the desires more and more these days...i do want to experience a few of things as a gurl...here's one...
here's another....
the idea of getting wet in a climax... without getting hard is a real turn-on...peace, alyssa
bonus gif: moments of inspiration to see things thru to fully transitioning...
good reading x