Dominatrix Camille was up front about it .... 'when you are at home i want you in your bra and panties alyssa.'
more of a command than a suggestion Mistress was determining how Her gurl should look while being around my domicile. She also wanted me in hose and heels much of the time....other than when i am out of town i've been wearing my lingerie everyday nearing almost 4 years. it has become automatic...if i am at home i am in my intimate-wear.
the truth is i've grown to enjoy it....now it just doesn't feel right when i'm not feeling the tug of a bra strap or the way a lacy thong pantie feels separating the cheeks of my pretty bottom.....and yes i think every t-girl should think her bum looks beautiful...
the order hit on many levels....first off it was a lesson Mistress was teaching Her gurl....delicates help a gurl feel her femininity....no matter what else is going on...under her outfits a t-girl knows she has her lingerie to affirm her feminine-side....
seeing myself in my bra and panties all the time acted as a reminder of how i was living and what i was becoming...learning like any Women t-girls wear lingerie....Mistress DLC has Her gurls do what i call 'mirror-time' assigning them a specific amount of time to just look at themselves.... i was told to get a large mirror where i could view myself in the sanctuary of my bedroom. i now have 3 in varying size.
a very subtle way i also was being acclimated to the process of seeing myself as an objectified feminine being...the more i viewed my image the greater the feeling became that i wanted to improve upon it....doing what i was told ...being put on femme herbals i was watching in the mirror as my breasts developed...i found myself having a strong desire to see them blossom into a greater fullness....when Dominatrix Camille ordered me to purchase some balcony bras i realized She'd done so because i could fill out the a-cup size...
She had guided me across the divide of wearing bra's for a fetish thrill to one of them becoming a necessity....the need to have them larger was expanding too...it was no longer a question of 'did i have breasts?'... it was now just a matter of 'how big they would become?'...
femininity was showing up in many places but most of all in my mind....
perhaps even more profound was the lesson of 'doing what you are told.'
pets are trained to obey....
over time they become conditioned to respond to orders....i've come across books written by Women that say that methods used for training dogs and men are quite similar and highly effective in both cases...
much like a husband who has been feminized by 'her' spouse ....
....the well trained-maid does what she has been trained to obey....going about her domestic duties.....
i've found continual obedience builds on a submissive nature...i did what i was told when Mistress insisted i be trained to the anal-plug to go with dildo-play... (and yes She allowed me to have a vagina-simulator knowing what Her future plans for alyssa were.)
Dominatrix Camille told me i was 'not' allowed to date genetic Women...as Her gurl i have been pussy-free for far longer than i choose to remember....
She prefers to see me dating men like many other t-girls do...
Mistress sees no reason why i shouldn't look on a cock with a desire many Women have....
years obeying Her wearing my chastity cage have combined with femme herbals to make it near impossible to sustain an erection....
i'll just continue on doing what i am told because i trust in Mistress....peace, alyssa
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