being Mother's day the thought occurred to me that the first loving female authority figure a male comes across was mostly like his mother. they learn to be obedient to Her at an early age. there are other Females like teachers for example that come along in their developing years that reaffirm the practice of obeying a Woman.
i think on some level most males are afraid of femininity...starting with panties especially the details involved in enhancing it.

so often admonished if displaying any hint of being feminine by society males are taught to maintain a clear firewall between femininity and masculinity with ridicule by many in their gender being an outcome if ignored.
with numerous Women claiming their power in business and politics a closer look shows that protection has been diminished greatly the last decade or so. it's safe to say males grip on their masculine side has grown more tenuous. househusbands... pink collar jobs being filled by men...the increase in males being turned trans are just a few of examples of the assault on masculinity. now it is quite common to see a male in an apron serving business-Women lattes at a cafe.
a Mother is there to guide us...to protect us...to push us...to care for us...to nurture us...knowing we need Her help.
the same could be said for our Mistress....Dominatrix Camille. not content to simply blur the lines between the Feminine and masculine She has instead sought to completely eradicate it. the way She describes it ...we are flowers in Her garden of femininity. with their masculinity withering away it makes this gurl think of all the other t-girls that have blossomed embracing femininity.



planting flowers requires breaking down the old soil...churning it while adding fresh soil making it ripe for developing new buds to grow and flourish...in many ways a Mistress does the same with Her proteges.
She touches that dormant feeling deep within the psyche activating that need to obey a Female authority figure. once it is exposed their obedience can be used to ignite the feminine within them.



Mistress is developing Her feminine flower alyssa to the point i want my budding breasts played with and my nipples sucked...there are so many things i do and think of that demonstrates how much MIstress is altering my psyche into a feminine one.

expanding as time moves on i know i feel proud in becoming Her gurl...my facial expression is near always that of an adult Female...i've had people...strangers even comment on it.

DLC likes to use stuffed animals for Her gurls....they touch on the childlike quality that becomes part of our girlish expression...i think Mistress wants us to become pretty pets who so often won't be looked on as serious instead being seen as femmed-playthings some days..

blossoming into womanhood...the thought of it never leaves my mind...there is an undercurrent that speaks to being led by a alpha Female to it...






a look of a dominant to the Woman..She seems quite pleased with what She has made of Her old boyfriend....blossoming into her femininity the smile on the t-girls face has her agreeing

Dominatrix Camille is a lifestyle Domme...which means Her gurls will adopt to a new permanent lifestyle as well.

the changes gradual...becoming camming t-girls allows us an others to see our progression into her slave-gurls when we look back at the images that have public access.....

the thought that alyssa has pictures on a timelime of my development being permanently kept up is a reminder that Dominatrix Camille is in charge of my growth...


the difference between femme-herbals and estrogen...




sorry so infatuated with mine...went off on a i like seeing boobies thing...

oops...still there on my front burner...


like this darling...i need to go do some laundry and run a few errands...so lets finish with some gurls more fully out that have made their way to the Lady pond....



happy mothers day...peace, alyssa
