the truth is from the first time i met Dominatrix Camille i knew i was 'her's'. the thing is She knew it too!
a bit of a cat and mouse game i'd reached out a few times over a two week stretch only to learn She would decide if and when we would converse on that old site whose name i won't mention. why don't i mention it? ...because Mistress told me not to.
from the moment She engaged me 'i was Hers'......
and i learned She would treat me as 'Her' gurl.....always ( as i write this i am wearing a lovely semi-sheer bra in black with a leafy patterned look spun out from my areolas with matching knickers. for near 3 years with minor exceptions every day finds me in my intimate-wear.)
instantly treated as Her gurl it felt sooo emasculating....at the same time being exciting at the prospect of the possibilities.
being treated as Her woman....it had me accepting a secondary nature....confirming Her superiority as the primary person between the two of us. She would instruct i would comply.
a Dominatrix...a real live authentic Dominatrix was taking me into Her world.
the starting point came with a commitment. it might as well have been Her fingers that locked it.
'you will consider it your clitty but I own it.'...send me pictures of it put in chastity.
alyssa's first images...
the name?...it was simple...'i'd let Dominatrix Camille know i like calling myself the name alyssa'.... in Mistress's words...'I will allow it....you are alyssa...one day people will know you 'only' as that'....
'now send me one with you on your knees...it's where you belong...i like my gurls like that alyssa..it reminds them of their place with their Mistress.'
Mistress is so confident in Her dominance.
'let me see you with your legs together hiding your clit...i see you with c-cup breasts one day.'
as of last week ...
2 years of PM have replaced the flatness filling out with a more sloping contour.
a look Mistress would like Her gurl alyssa to strive for...( a shout out to lovely Gloria...i hope you enjoy this one.)
She has filled my mind with so many ideas on how to be feminine...to be honest so much of the time it is all i think about these days. the scary thing is many have already occurred with others likely to follow...
for example She has insisted i realize female hormones will be part of alyssa's journey...based on finances and my work situation i can envision a time when like darling trisha they will be a regular thing.
on some level it's all about the beauty...what She is teaching us among other things...
not all of us will ever be runway-model material ( certainly ales, maria and ellie...yes you ellie... have the potential)...but it doesn't mean we can't present as pretty...
well i'm off to a luncheon holiday party with just men being there...some days i get so tired of keeping up the ruse of being in boi-clothes...peace, alyssa
bonus gif: raise your hands if you've ever wondered about this.
Very beautiful pic of Helen. She's ver feminine and very sexy.
Hi alyssa,
Your pert nipples look great. Hope I can achieve the same. Love the image of the piercings.
Hugs
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