Mistress Camille being it alyssa needs a Female dominant like Her in my life. i've also come to understand in Her own way She is making the world more feminine...like others that have embraced femininity DLC is doing it by transitioning former males.
there was a time when i had male characteristic traits like being... aggressive, combative, threatening, contentious, intrusive, quarrelsome.
Dominatrix Camille has rid me of all those replacing them with a much more feminine gentleness.
you can see it in their eyes...they'll easily submit to a dominant
this reminds me of how Mistress DLC keeps a short leash on Her gurls...we are always in contact with her...
why do i need a dominant Female?...specifically Dominatrix Camille.
i need the structure in my life She brings and the rules DLC establishes in order to feel fulfilled. i need to look to Her for guidance because She brings value to my life. if life is about meaning Mistress will provide that meaning in being Her slave.
The feeling of Her ownership makes me feel safe and free to explore the path She has put me on. having Mistress in my life i now have someone who will push my boundaries helping me to be come a better feminine being.
Mistress keeps me accountable for my actions in a way that only a Domme-sub relationship can provide. She has taken me down the dark paths of feminine desire that require me having absolute trust in Mistress in order to be fulfilled.
She has brought me past many 'crossroad' moments to where i finally let go and fully submit. i need to feel the fine line between pain and pleasure that comes with exploring the BDSM world.
finally i need to hear 'you are mine' from Dominatrix Camille.
i know i am not the only DLC gurl who feels that way...
ask tara ....doesn't she look 'freakin' amazing here...
lovely ellie....
darling desarie...so many changes since submitting
i touched on a that feeling of having a gentle yielding nature....so different than what's expected of men. femininity with all its demands of grooming requirements helps nurture that gentleness....
from what i call the ugly-duckling stage of transitioning to out an about passing in their life... you see t-girls that exude if not strive to acquire that feminine feeling.
speaking on Female dominants...i came across this....She points to her ankle braclet...that holds her pet's chastity key
fumbling with the key...excited at the prospect of temporary freedom...
the humiliation of supervised wanking...the Domme's vagina so near yet so far...
as DLC's slave i've become an objectified feminine being that has embraced the ways of a submissive trans-woman. She has sexualized me....from lingerie to outfits and heels i've been told what to wear...
told to pose in the nude...
been instructed to frequently be in a chastity cage and anal-plug...
been put on nature's own estrogen with femme herbals...developing my breasts...
i should add the herbals have made me near impotent i rarely have an erection...
diddled myself with vibrators and dildo's...had my 'clitty' randomly inspected...when allowed to cream a climax slurped up the discharge which has subtly trained me to enjoy the taste of semen...She makes me spank myself....
all of it has helped to keep me feeling that i am owned...in some ways i have become Her 'bitch'.
ask yourself DLC gurls...have you ever willingly disobeyed Mistress?...i know i haven't.
becoming a sexualized t-girl Mistress has shifted my desires...i now think of the cocks i can play with or suck...
since being with Mistress i have ceased thinking about mounting a Woman instead now i am the one that wants to feel penetrated...it is an expression of my gentle yielding nature...
like a runaway train my femininity keeps expanding...
the day is approaching when i'll only be seen as 'just' a gurl...
'just a gurl'....that feeling you get when they are staring at your pretty butt
when you are just a gurl people treat you differently...petticoats are so fun..
Mistress DLC is my Queen...She commands Her power through Her presence in alyssa's life...i've surrendered to her so i can serve her in becoming a transwoman with a gentle yielding nature...
She took hold my masculinity and is in the process of totally eradicating it....
enveloping me...captured in the comforting feel of femininity...
'ohhhh my so girlish'...i know i'll be saying that once alyssa is 'put' on hormones...
feel your soft fingers gently pumping it...oh it feels good knowing you've gotten him hard...
so thick...so firm...why who could blame you for not wanting it...
you know you can't stop...after the first few times of being taken you'll only want more of the same...
'eww daddy....ewwwww daddy....oh yessssss.'
no fibbing now....tell me you've thought about what it would be like...to have your own...
remember.... i said no fibbing...
before meeting Mistress DLC did you ever imagine a Woman...when speaking about you... being able to wear a shirt that says 'owner' .
..to be honest neither did i....peace, alyssa