beauty and the sacrifice it brings with.

alyssa has been on holiday so i will try to post when i can while i am here...(living at my siblings while i struggle with bouts of depression it has been sooo hard not being able to wear any intimate wear and femme-clothing or makeup.)

away in Virginia i was out the other day when i spotted a couple. in leggings and a sleeveless slate-grey top had a gender-neutral look to him that bent towards the feminine. the beta male pushing the baby stroller...was clearly under the authority of the Female spouse.

maybe it's just my opinion yet i think society as a whole is becoming more feminized in numerous categories....and with it males are becoming more influenced by the Women in their life.

as a DLC gurl i know that Mistress Camille is the Woman that directs Her gurls life. it is one that has the pursuit of beauty and submission as an aspect of its core foundation.

like the iconic Mrs Silk before she passed on alyssa has learned Dominatrix Camille knows everything there is about turning her former male proteges into delightful and obedient t-girls.

i don't know what the numbers are yet i know now more than ever there are plenty of males that have given up on their masculinity to pursue a feminine lifestyle. there was a time when i would masturbate wearing just panties and a top...those days have long since past. i can't remember the last time i wanked while thinking about fucking a genetic Female.

As DLC's slave-gurl in training i now have a focus that has the pursuit of feminine beauty at its core....like so many other t-girls that seek it as well. it is not a part time thing...growing my breasts...beauty salons...shopping exclusively at women's clothing stores...skin care and jewelry just to mention a few there is so much that makes up my life in becoming a DLC slave-gurl in training...

i would say being turned into DLC's alyssa.... the more feminine i've become my level of submissiveness has increased noticeably. i now have a gentle yielding nature i never knew existed within me.

i supposed it's because deep in my mind i've always associated femininity with being submissive that it now goes hand in hand along with pursing beauty that comes with a feminine lifestyle i have been put on by Mistress....it is far from pretending to act the alpha-male i once portrayed.

DLC has nutured the subby-gurl within me...

i now think nothing of it frequently posing in intimate wear and other feminine things that highlight my beauty and submissive nature. when i began my journey with DLC i had 'never' taken any pictures of me dressed....now i have hundreds and enjoy posing as a DLC gurl. It speaks to the power Dominatrix Camille has over Her gurls bringing each further along the path towards a viable womanhood.

Mistress wants us all out living as the Feminine beings She has created or brought to the surface.

bopping in on skype for a discussion with some of my DLC sisters....after seeing gianna post about the new glittering violet chastity cage she had just bought the subject of wearing our chastity cages came up...lovely moira asked what we thought the purpose of being chastised was.

my opinion was that first off we recognize it was a Dominatrix Camille demand that each of Her gurls turn their...let's not even call them cocks....turn their gurl clitty's over to Her control.

Yes that's right ...a Woman has taken full authority over what was once a free male appendage. the psychological implications of surrendering our manhood is part of the process. men have stiff cocks yet DLC gurls have lovely clities.

a true admission i pointed out the last time alyssa creamed out a climax was near a year ago in a session with Mistress...and yes i licked it up off her picture in full view of my Mistress just as she wanted.

being chastised reminds a DLC gurl that they should view themselves as having a clit and a boi-pussy.

about a year into my transformation Mistress let me know She wants me to have a functioning vagina...and that i should consider it to be an honor to have a pussy and breasts like other Women.

my DLC sisters miki and trisha are on the female hormone train...put another way they acknowledge in devotion to Mistress they have been essentially chemically castrated....neutered by a Woman into a more feminine perspective as to their sexual gratification.

benign....soft...harmless they now have gurl-clitties that are secondary as to their arousal quotient....

much like any authentic Women their satisfaction comes through being penetrated.

darling trisha pointed out for her it is all about pleasing a dominant....why one can almost hear the lovely blond below crying out 'please fill me with your seed Master...i need to feel the warmth of your cream exploding within me.'...

point of fact striking in her look the t-girl's beauty has brought the stiffness to his cock she so desperately wants.

it's what Mistress wants....She fully expects her gurls to have the desire to please and satisfy their lovers from a submissive feminine being's perspective.

on all fours welcoming the alpha's cock mindful of her vanity i like how the t-girl checks her image out...

confirming her efforts at beautification the smile on her face says it all....i am a t-girl pretty enough a man wants to fuck me....i hesitate to say it yet let's remember a man will try to fuck just about anything that moves.

soft and pretty the submissive t-girl now knows her place in the world.... any chance she'll go back to her days as a former male have long since passed...

for alyssa the timeline-progression of my femininity has brought me to a place that i now have a near totally feminine grooming regimen

i so enjoy having a hairless body especially possesing smooth shaven underarms...

through the discipline of submitting to Mistress DLC i have acquired feminine habits i never thought possible...

there were times back in 'alyssa's' male days when i wondered what it would be like to submit to an authentic Mistress....

of course there was a bdsm and feminization aspect to the fantasy of it....

along with the need to obey an alpha-Woman...

and then came the fateful day when i messaged Dominatrix Camille...like the talented Mistress She is DLC allowed a few weeks of playing a cat and mouse game of getting better acquainted....until i agreed to submit....and my world changed.

told i would hence forth answer to the name 'alyssa'...Mistress informed me i would be put on the path towards living as a t-girl full-time. it would be filled with all the things a Woman does in her pursuit of our beauty...

taking me out of mere male fantasy...how powerful is She?....Dominatrix Camille has re-wired my mind while reshaping my body...

reframing my subconscious mind....that is the seat of one's will and 'call to action'....now alyssa has a deep desire to become more beautiful utilizing the things other women do in enhancing our femininity.

if you noticed i use the word 'OUR'...since i consider myself to be in the process of transforming into a very feminine woman.