Dominatrix Camille...
alyssa is all Hers...
all Hers... was also the name of a blog i would follow regularly back in the day.
not much of a 'techy' when the internet started to blossom i must admit that it took awhile for me to learn how to best navigate towards my interests. divorced with the commitment of visitation rights with 2 kids....i found i had a lot of time at home....
back then in the mid-2000's i looked on the status of now being single as the opportunity to explore my feminine side in greater depths. that's when i first discovered the site ... https://www.fictionmania.tv/enter.html
FICTIONMANIA
Fiction: Something Invented by the Imagination Mania: Excessive Enthusiasm
For Fans of TransGendered Fiction...
Total number of stories: 42176
reading stories about transitioning....i found they broke them down into categories...(Bondage / Caught with Consequences/ Crime Punishment/ Crossdressing / TVFemdom Authoritarian/ Physically Forced or Blackmailed/ Slow Transformation.)
so many of the stories spoke to my gender dysphoria... until then i had never written a word in any attempt to create my own stories. that changed a few years later when a therapist suggested instead of keeping an ongoing journal of my feelings and desires that i instead write them into stories.
oddly enough i've since written tons of stories yet never put them up on fictionmania....though i have on my pages on fetlife, literotica and tvChix.
it soon became obvious that the google search engine would pull up similar sites of interest like blogs based on words or phrases on what had been put in the search dialogue box.
one blog leading thru links to another i had learned how to fine tune my interests...
on the popular Blogspot 'All Hers' was a blog (Iowa Bev...2008-2016) from a t-girl named beverly by Her mistress.
http://iowabev.blogspot.com/search?updated-max=2008-01-31T09:58:00-06:0
Beverly Iowa, United States I enjoy being my wife's housewife; cooking, cleaning, taking care of all her needs as she helps me explore my feminine side. Whatever she needs, I am ALL HERS.
the look as maid beverly....it would seem a crossdresser's wet dream...in finding an understanding Woman in the form of a spouse who allowed the journey into the expression of femininity.
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Monday, January 28, 2008
My first blog I hope someone is reading this. I have been reading other blogs about female lead relationships and am working to establish that with my wife. I work out of the house so it is easy for me to be the househusband.
the opening paragraph was followed by 'i started three years ago by taking over all the chores.'
'bev' went on to explain... 'all she asked was that her Woman would treat her as a maid'....
discovering the blog i saw it had certain key phrases like Female Led Relationship and domesticated duties....both something i had an interest in yet had never seen expressed like that.
what happened was her life exploring her feminine side took off like a rocket-ship...as her wife Linda instead treated her beyond just a temporary maid and more like the full-time t-girl she was going to become...
...the apron along with a few others was a gift from Her Mother-in-law....
along the way during the first year beverly found herself dressing feminine all the time...she expressed concerns about what others might say as she took on the role of her Woman's housewife...poetically put...' i'm not sure how i will feel when they (her guy friends) start seeing me as the sissy i am becoming.
in time Linda began taking beverly to her beauty salon...the first time there Dana her Woman's stylist started showing beverly how to wash her spouse Linda's hair....when Dana pulled back it dawned on beverly all the other Women in the salon could see she was being trained in the art of haircare...in time it would be one of many tasks beverly learned to do in order to make Linda's life easier. essentially she learned she'd be taking over responsibility for many of Linda's feminine grooming requirements.
the more difficult element of styling had Dana taking over....beverly was told to pull up a chair...'in her' words...'so for the next 2 hours i sat watched and talked about my housework, cooking and taking care of Linda'...with all the Women there intrigued to see Linda was feminizing her husband.
as part of their FLR Linda soon brought beverly into Her circle of girl-friends ...which included beverly's mother.
the first year saw fits and starts as beverly was integrated into her accepted role as 'the wife' outed to all family members on both sides. Linda even had beverly loaned out to a few of Her girlfriends to do their house-cleaning... what came next was being cuckolded...her Woman Linda decided to take on a male lover named Daryl ...
skipping ahead a year later beverly started dating men as well....beverly explained in one post about giving her boyfriend Todd a blowjob while she was blindfolded...'...he then teases me with his cock just barely touching my lips...making me beg to suck him off...he has also jacked off and cum on my face when i wasn't expecting it...to suddenly have hot spunk splashing on your face is quite a sensation.
i just wanted to point this blog out as it shows the process of beverly becoming all Hers.... evolving from a very part time Cd who dressed occasionally into Linda her Woman's t-girl who over the time came to enjoy the company of men.
in being Dominatrix Camille's gurl who is all Hers...it is the same path that Mistress has put alyssa on.
the truth is once i met Mistress DarkLady i could feel that She was going to set the Woman-within me free.
for example the other day i received a message here on the Femdomina-chat function...
"...Alyssa, you're very beautiful and very sexy. I like you. Jo
I adore you . Jo
6:14 AM
I love your beautiful femininity. Jo
...my reply...
thank you for your kind words...
truth is i owe it all to Dominatrix Camille...
She saw in me what i hadn't seen in myself....peace, alyssa
it is not the response of a straight male but rather that of a t-girl who has accepted her femininity...
Mistress continually reinforces my feminine perspective...She wants me to feel like one of the girls and to see the world thru the eyes of a submissive trans-woman...
let's close with images of gurls being girls...
i suppose it's different being with Dominatrix Camille yes we are all Hers but we're slaves also.....slaves don't argue they do what they're told...in some ways we are Her property...
Mistress transformed Her gurls jillian and nikki completely....both have vagina's with sculpted feminine bodies and beautiful breasts to go with fully developed submissive natures. i'd put their pictures up but Mistress told me not to since they are owned by a Master and Mistress these days. when Mistress tells me something i obey...it's like having my 'clitty'...in all my time with her i've ceased referring to using the term cock. a cock is what men have and we're no longer that...
the other day i was watching DLC's tara's masturbation video...wearing her clitty cage the lovely thing diddled herself with a dildo sliding it in and out while using a vibrator on her chastity jewelry....never once did she stroke what use to be called her cock. like all DLC gurls we've learned to discover pleasure thru being penetrated allowed to feel vibrations on our clitty...
in transforming us into slave-gurls...
...we learn like any Women that what is between our legs is something that craves entry....
i'm quite certain that when lying on a bed nikki now looks over her shoulder hoping to be filled with a cock....
i wonder how many of us were like beverly from 'Iowa-bevs' blog....part time cd's wanting to try and be maid's...
like beverly we discovered the power of being transformed by a Woman...
soon goes beyond our control.....until we are truly 'ALL HERS'. peace, alyssa
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