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Mistress DLC is a powerful influence in my life...She has nurtured a belief in me that now has her gurl alyssa accepting that Woman are superior...and as a whole are to be viewed with admiration....
a source of inspiration i look to Women as one of the best ways to develop my femininity....they set an example for me...learning by seeing then doing i seek to emulate them in so many ways....
when we began Mistress DLC instructed me to send a few pictures of me in my chastity cage...
since then i've grown quite use to wearing it regularly...being in a locked chastity cage...a pretty little femme-patch of hair on my mound has had a profound effect on me in so many ways...emasculating?..'yes'....feminizing ?...'yes'.
before covid hit...i was still using the mens locker room at the health club...i learned to get comfortable with others staring when they saw my smooth shaven body...including my underarms....the only hair below my head was the small feminine looking puff of hair.
it acts as reminder that alyssa is no longer like them....that she is to view herself as a t-girl who has feminine interests...
in the hope of becoming more educated in my feminine ways alyssa looks at Women as a source of learning...among other things...
like other Mistresses i suppose...DLC has brought out a level of respect from alyssa towards women that was previously absent...
imitation is the highest form of flattery...through the guidance of Dominatrix Camille alyssa wants to be as much like a woman as i can be.....
how much have i changed?....here is a list.
a feminine grooming regimen about to be entering my 4th year of doing it...my breasts have developed...past the tips i keep my nails manicured using clear or colored polish...before covid i had regular nail salon appointments ...my skills evolving i continue to learn about makeup application...bra and panties every day is a given as well as tights or stockings and high heels.....pierced ears...feminine earrings...body lotion...skin smoothing coconut oil....getting better at styling my hair...my eyebrows are kept trimmed and contoured....i wear woman's glasses...becoming more comfortable wearing feminine tops when out of the home....alyssa hasn't shopped for male clothing in years...instead i shop exclusively at womens clothing stores or departments....i enjoy browsing at house sales...and often pick up antique jewelry there....vacuuming or as the Brits call it 'hoovering', dusting, general cleaning i take pride in being more domesticated...my bedding is feminine with lovely lace trim pillow-shams and floral colored throw pillows....i have 3 different kinds of mirrors in my bedroom....a DLC stable i learned with 'mirror-time' that she wants her gurl alyssa to constantly be checking her femme-image....i've found it increases my sense of feminine vanity.
the longer i've been with DLC the more my respect for Women has increased....it also has brought out a level of submissiveness....
when i see this picture...it reminds me of my relationship with Mistress DLC....free of clothing i came to Her.....seeking her help in becoming the kind of t-girl She knows i can be....when i was told to regularly submit body-shots it helped me focus on the changing physicality towards a more feminine appearance that would occur in the months ahead...
through Mistress alyssa's goals have become more focused...the desire to present as a woman is now a primary concern...
my psychological make up has been reframed...giving alyssa a feminine persona that grows stronger as time passes...
how impactful can having a submissive feminine persona be?....formerly male here are two lovely feminine delights taking to their roles of preparing dinner-settings ready to be of service....
an image that speaks to the power and physical strength women seek to acquire these days ...it's likely one wouldn't have seen females lifting weights 30 or 40 years ago....
surrounded on either side by genetic women 2 former males are being pulled out to sea towards a feminine life...as most budding t-girls have learned its almost impossible to put the genie back in the bottle once out...
'right in the pretty bottom cheek....move slowly with the plunger...oh i do enjoy welcoming another male to our flock...'
'they were his now and there was little he could do about it...except enjoy them...and accept a bra was now a necessity'....
the woman wearing the pants....it is becoming a more common sight....to show off a male turned trans....
the genetic woman....her arm around the shoulders a sign of who is the dominant one...it's quite likely the former male has learned much from her....about being a woman....
perhaps a teaching moment...maids uniform still being worn while attending to shopping needs....
as alyssa has learned...within the anal-tract...new nerve endings become awakened...caged and locked penis made benign....soon it becomes a primary way of experiencing sexual gratification...
turning things over...her gurl realizes my feminine development is in the hands of Dominatrix Camille....peace, alyssa
Well written as always alyssa. I also watch study and learn and absorb as much about femininity from Superior Women every day and I also pay a lot of attention to Women on tv and study to learn more on how there makeup 💄 looks and then practice and try to achieve that look. Exspecaily the eyes they can really help express a more feminine look and give a gurl more confidence, kenzi xx