so i noticed comments on my recent posts by kenzie and moira today...it made me think of how much i believe Women are superior ...and also what it would be like to become a wife to an alpha...be it woman or man. next month i'll have 3 years as DLC's alyssa....much more so than before we met She has deeply implanted the desire to live as a trans-woman....Dominatrix Camille has instilled the need for feminine vanity that my grooming habits are that of a woman. Mistress reframing my perspective to that of a woman...i'll list some of the things i have: The desire to be pretty ...the need to have breasts and smooth hairless skin... to take on the qualities of a submissive feminine being... to welcome that i am to feel objectified in a girlish way... always progressing to better accept that 'i am alyssa'...a DLC t-girl ! what has also increased is the desire to one day become a wife...even should i be taller or a bit larger...to be a supportive domesticated spouse... for a long time i would have stolen moments of acting a little like a wife...ending up being in just lingerie for a fetish game of edging n masturbating for an hour or so.... then back to the world of male privilege... but under DLC things have taken on a much more serious approach... first off obedience training to a Superior Woman....kept smooth n hairless n moisturized maintaining daily feminine grooming habits...breast growth...mental and physical and emotional reshaping....regular use of make-up while fulfilling other vanity concerns....like having my pierced ears with feminine earrings in place....self-spankings...fetish-play ball-gags, slave collars, anal plugs and body-clips etc....shopping exclusively for women's clothing and intimate wear and jewelry....preferring going to house-estate sales on weekends instead of watching televised sports....doing domestic chores....being DLC's secretary dressed appropriately feminine as forum monitor and site admin....today as me in black tights under a pleaded plaid skirt with a matching warm sweater and 3" pumps. in some ways one could say i am being groomed to live as a married woman...forgoing business concerns for the life as a stay at home wife...dependent on an alpha spouse...accepting that my gender role is among other things to please my dominant...that may mean either a man or a woman... performing wifely duties... while acknowledging DLC wants Her gurls dating men ...who can predict the future...i do know if for whatever reason i met a Woman...She would quickly pick up on my submissive nature...alyssa wouldn't be able to conceal it for very long... research has taught me once a Woman discovers a male with a feminine side...She is quick to leverage it...especially when we consider that my body is becoming more womanly... i have no doubt a Woman that has feelings for me and no issue with the 'trans' thing would quickly bring out my 'foo-foo' femme girly-girl side....She would know the value of keeping me sexualized for what i am in a very feminine way....it is a mental and physical place one does not return from.... ask yourselves...could you 'stop' dressing?...i think we all know the answer to that. now imagine an alpha-Woman that has a budding t-girl as her gurl-friend or even fiancee...it's quite likely she wants her t-girl even more feminine.... being married to a Woman...as to my role...me having no issue with it ...i would definitely be the 'bottom'... can others imagine being breasts on breasts?...with their legs spread as a sign of welcoming... when Lady Jane is involved there is no question as to who is the submissive.... like this lovely blond alyssa would be the submissive one... DLC knows the value of keeping Her gurls in chastity cages....reducing a penis to an after-thought one learns like many submissive females how to use their fingers and lips and tongue to bring pleasure beyond being penetrated... between the legs of her Domina...the glimmer in her eyes seeking to bring joy in pleasing... a developing t-girl...allowed release from her chastity...her looks that of a lovely submissive...tapered and contoured her eyebrows setting up the girlish appearance...on a face made pretty...lengthy hair well-managed with feminine earrings...others no longer being confused as to gender when seeing her.... an alpha-Woman permitting temporary release of the chastity cage...now linking sexual arousal with dildo sucking practice...affirming pseudo-phallus enjoyment.... Mistress has told me one day she wants Her gurl alyssa as a c-cup... as Dominatrix Camille would want i've already developed the desire and habit of wearing pretty looking bra's...with lots of intricate embroidering... DLC has conditioned Her gurl to also look forward to the day she can lactate...that will be a true affirmation that alyssa has really become a member of the club....another t-girl that has discovered her womanhood that estrogen fueled breasts bring with... alyssa is not that far off from having the same size as this Woman.... after i use my suckers my nipples are about as long...again i'm nearing the same size lacking only estrogen-based fluidity...though i do have a bounce... becoming the wife i do have a romantic side that will come out.... that moment when two hearts are one... i know being married and in love with a Domina...would free the passionate side and the woman within alyssa... as her wife with love in my heart i'll want to look into Her eyes and know that she is pleased with what She sees and who i am...a t-girl housewife....peace, alyssa.