the new initiate was so nervous...he had tried to portray himself as all manly and stuff when they'd met...yet the Woman was too powerful a personality ...She knew a submissive when she saw one saw...the Mistress loved them thin....thin and weak...and hairless....from nose to toes.
She soon let him know she was a 'Dominatrix'. he had heard of the description yet really didn't know what it meant....the last few times when visiting her lair he found himself being told to remove his clothing. the word 'pet' was being used more and more.
'i must tell you...i have a thing for femininity.'....'i like letting others find out how nice it can be....shall i send you away and never see you again?...or shall we continue 'my pet'...i've the most delightful intimate wear...so pretty... i know you'll enjoy the feeling....you'll find it's like estrogen...it has a way of bringing out the best in you.'
'yes Ms. Camille.'
'honey we are way past Ms....i think it best you address me properly...make it Mistress Camille....tell me...your favorite girls name...what is it?'...'i've always liked 'tamera'....'very well then...you'll answer to the name of Tamera from now on.'...'yes Mistress Camille...but part of me is scared.'
'my lovley pet...don't worry 'Tammy'...i always protect my gurls....especially my new ones....now lets get you in your bra and panties...stockings and heels...like any woman you'll be wearing them every day.'
taking on curves becoming so soft tamera found herself checking in with Mistress every morning...there was just something about being with a Woman way more intelligent than her.
becoming DLC's alyssa i learned no matter what i had known about femininity paled in comparison to what Dominatrix Camille was teaching me about it. working from my core outward she has created a feminine persona i doubt i ever would have achieved on my own.
it makes me think of how many t-girls there are and i wonder how may have had the help of a seasoned Mistress. there is no substitute for learning about becoming a t-gurl from a Woman.
the last few weeks i have been interacting with a few that have an interest in becoming new proteges under Mistress Darklady....there were all kinds of concerns brought up...like 'should i send pictures in to a stranger?'...another one was 'i'm too tall and my weight is an issue plus i look too masculine'.
i passed on that i felt that way when i began yet found Mistress protects her gurls...while nurturing us in what she is making of us at the same time. I told them 'She' has freed me from the shackles of masculinity allowing my inherent femininity to blossom....
submissiveness...obedience...the pursuit of beauty...traits i once saw in females have manifested in my personality rising to the surface. they continue to grow stronger the longer i am with Mistress DLC. for example alyssa no longer has an interest in being a dominant with Women....instead i see myself as a 'pretty' and docile bottom.
i have learned to trust Mistress....it is something i told these new candidates they will also experience if they come on board ...should DLC decide to take them. alyssa has come to understand i have much to learn from other Women as well.
Dominatrix Camille has taught me they are to be looked upon as sources of inspiration and admiration educating me further on becoming the t-gurl i need to be..
what better way is there for a former male to acknowledge female supremacy then to become a trans-woman. no matter the physical and mental dynamics Mistress has shown alyssa thru my transformation that any male can be brought to the light of the feminine...
living life as a DLC gurl femininity has just taken over...even in boi-mode (out of necessity) i keep bumping up to the boundaries....i get comments from Women on my looks, my smoother complexion, my manicured nails kept in clear polish, my earrings. i am aware one day that will all be put behind me...and alyssa will be totally out.
another thing i am learning....female hormones...there is no substitute. peace, alyssa