'a demonstration of psychological control manifesting in the physical world'.
...it is one of descriptions that applies to becoming a t-girl under Dominatrix Camille. trepidation overcome a former part time novice Cd will experience sexual reorientation along with a re-education as true feminine habits, behaviors and emotions become integrated into their lifestyle.
it is a journey that brings a former male into that mental space where he not only wants to live a feminine life but also needs to live a feminine life as a DLC t-girl. The conditioning begins with accepting Mistress Darklady as the higher power in their life. i've yet to meet a Cd that doesn't have a thing for being dominated by Women.
skilled in the dark arts of male submission and Female dominance Dominatrix Camille takes it to a whole other level.
'i want you shaved smooth but for a small femme-looking patch on your mound'....'you will learn to address me as Mistress or Ma'am...the Woman you will come to obey in all things'....'such a pretty sound to it from now on you'll answer to the name alyssa'.
up until then i had never removed any hair in my body yet learned from that moment on i would treat myself like a submissive gurl does. smoothing lotions, coconut oil and cremes soon had 'alyssa' developing the softness a woman enjoys.
i needed to be reminded that as much as i could under my circumstances i was to be kept in my chastity cage...
'alyssa look at 'my' t-girls that i have transformed to see how they've progressed ...you'll discover it is gradual yet permanent....you will be sending me 'body-shot' pictures regularly so 'i' can monitor your progress.'
it is to the point now that i continue to be even more fascinated with the power a Woman has at transforming a male into a transwoman...
Mistress ignited something within me that steadily increased the desire to live a feminine life. i soon understood it would encompass all aspects of feminine vanity. it was through that i also took on the needs and wants many a woman has.
learning to pose pretty Mistress reinforced my transformation by telling me i would make for a lovely t-girl....and together we would work our way past the inevitable 'ugly-duckling' stage most every former male goes thru...
being at home i was to always be in bra and panties and tights or stockings and high heels. missing the feel of the confining restriction and the gentle tug of the bra straps...currently away on holiday it feels odd not being in them due to circumstances.
i can't say exactly when yet my mind had shifted to wanting to be placed on hormones. going on 15 months i have been put on femme-herbals until i am able to pay the cost that comes with HRT....it is a process that emasculates to the point one is chemically castrated...
as Dominatrix Camille predicted to me...as my breasts have developed through Pueraria Mirifica Her alyssa now wants the milkiness that comes only with estrogen.
-----writing this i just felt a band of feminine energy flowing through me----it reminds me that since i have taken lots of pictures of myself i am quite comfortable posing as a gurl....and i luv having my underarms smooth n hairless...my gurl clitty seems so small and harmless an unthreatening...so opposite of what a man wants..
i should get back to talking about boobies....but before i do doesn't he look so cute with his Woman holding his caged clitty...re-purposing his life the Woman has Her gurl focusing on becoming even prettier and more feminine...
alright boobies...and the power of estrogen
can you tell which one is alyssa and which is a genetic Female?
DLC's gurl has gone from this small breasted look...
to this more promising appearance....
while wanting to end up with this more developed feminine definition and fullness...
alyssa is treated like Her pet of a slave-gurl...a pretty plaything that is coming to enjoy having her sexual orientation reframed...into one of servitude and that of pleasing a dominant...
and who occasionally acts the role of a slut....
alyssa has found that Mistress's training has just kind of taken over my life....building on the reorientation of my mind so it will have powerful womanly desires ranging over the spectrum of femininity...
reach out to Mistress DLC...and become the gurl you've always wanted to be.... peace, alyssa.
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