being under the guidance of a Woman i guess it goes without saying i believe in the power of Femininity. in 3 short years Dominatrix Camille has turned me from a straight male part time novice cd into a t-girl in pursuit of living a life as a full time woman...She wants her gurl to experience daily all aspects of a feminine lifestyle...
the longer i am with Mistress the deeper my desire to be feminine has expanded... i find myself constantly checking throughout the day to see how i look...and where improvements can be made...
in some way giving into my developing femininity I now look up to women acknowledging their superiority...
personally i think Women as a whole are more evolved and consciously advanced...i find their feminine energy draws me nearer... wanting to be as they are....Dominatrix Camille knows this and has treated me as a woman from the moment She accepted me into Her garden of femininity...hence i am being conditioned the way She wants....to be the kind of woman that is submissive...docile...sometimes a toy of a sex kitten......a gurl that knows her place...a t-girl that enjoys making herself pretty...one that welcomes a cock of an alpha....
i've come to admire women...so much so that alyssa wants to become as much like them as she can...i would add my Mistress knows this....
welcoming her gurl into a woman's world brings with certain requirements...a bra being one example...nothing says i am a woman quite like needing a bra...
with Mistress as her mentor alyssa now focuses on developing the kind of body that requires a bra out of functional necessity...
Mistress frowns on her gurls using breast forms....dealing in reality She knows the real thing is the only goal for all Her gurls...truth is sometimes i wear them just to see how i will look as mine develop...
the look ...the feel ...the gentle sway of having a female bosom filled with milk has become my focus among other aspects of accepting a life that is headed to the Lady pond...it's why i welcomed being put on pueraria mirifica...a precursor to female hormones...
Mistress DLC has told me to expect that 'Her gurl' alyssa will become a c-cup...beautiful breasts means pretty bra's...that's how i think now....it also means they can't be hidden....
below is an example of what i mean...on hormones for near a year the t-girl proudly shows off what she has..it also means she has acquired the desire to have pretty tops to go with her feminine look...
here is a pretty thing..she has made the shift to a beta t-girl with a full breasted look...
the form fitting latex..as a t-girl i'll have to accept that i will be objectified for my feminine appearance...
a hint of melancholy in her eyes perhaps back when she was a male dabbling with Femdom sites she never realized just how full and womanly her breasts would come to be one day...
the t-gril leap from an a-cup to a c-cup...welcoming the world of underwire maybe even an 'd'....
a masculine lifestyle giving way to feminine concerns ....i think these 3 t-girls look adorable....
what may have started the first time i nicked a pair of mummy's panties...Mistress DLC has taken her gurl alyssa far beyond those days...
how far?...it's enough i am constantly looking at what changes being on HRT brings with...
below are examples of the altering effects of female hormones...
why does the caged bird sing?...for this t-girl in training it is a way to celebrate her developing femininity. peace, alyssa