the longer i am on Pueraria Mirifica the more i want my own breasts. perhaps its all part of Mistress DLC's plan for her gurl alyssa yet i know i have moved to the place where i now want my own breasts. every morning i look forward do doing my nipple-sucker and breast pumps.
taking my tabs of PM has become a daily ritual....
into my 3rd year with Dominatrix Camille my mind has shifted to where i want to have a pair of womanly breasts....the thoughts of being in a pretty bra...the idea of having sensual areolas and nipples....the deep desire to have my breasts being played with...my nipples being sucked....
i know i am a submissive now...of that there is no longer any doubt...what has changed under Mistress DLC's direction is i also realize that i am a 'feminine' submissive....
a gentle yielding nature showing itself ...alyssa so often now just dreams of lying back....being docile as her breast are toyed with...quite unmanly one can say...
7 months of the pueraria mirifica regimen has given my boobies a definition...Mistress told me it sets a foundation for what will follow when once on female hormones...
i know that they are small...and that i will go through stages of development...yet the more they take on shape.....through the schedule She has me on...
the further i move away from pretending to still be a male....
i'm guessing yet i think DLC will be glad once i have crossed over to where i have a-cups....because it means her pet of a gurl alyssa will have to wear a bra everyday...
i can only imagine what alyssa will feel like once they start growing beyond their current double AA cup size on a daily basis....
i trust the process Dominatrix Camille as me on...just examining the past year...at home i have been in bra and panties every day...(along with other things).. Mistress is firm and understanding...as she is always moving her gurl alyssa forward.
it can be accurate to say my mind has been conditioned to the point i now feel quite natural wearing a bra and pantie set everyday....learning to see the world from a feminine perspective when i do come out full time i will be more comfortable with who i am and what i have become...a 24/7 t-girl.
having transitioned so many i think Mistress knows once my breasts develop to the point they can't be hidden i will be required to regularly wear more feminine clothing that reflect the changes....
it will be like a damn breaking...i won't be able to hold back the floodwaters of femininity......and will likely embrace even more my entry into the daily life of a t-girl.
i guess what i'm saying is ...that developing my own breasts will take me past the point of no return....just has Mistress DLC has planned on all along...peace, alyssa
wonderful post gigi...
So adorable alyssa, something that is so wonderfully dear to our hearts and to one day become reality , kenzi xxx
Having breasts is THE major development on a Trans girl's journey .Indeed i have advocated bi lateral mamoplasty for all T S girls before any other surgery . (And now girls remember i have told you you are on a journey which has no end .)
You want one of many personal experiences from helena ? Well i had a bi lateral mammoplasty and on coming out of surgery i noticed that my right breast was swelling the bandages . Yes it was a haematoma and i was back into surgery ! ! awaking with a drain in the breast for a number of days , home and doctor and self dressing for ten weeks . Haematomas take a long time to heal .
I was delighted with having breasts and never flinched through it all .
My right breasts did sink a bit but most bio women are a bit lopsided one way or another . However i am going in shortly to have mine levelled up and i am going to have then enlarged in the process .
True ,but you will not say that when i let you fondle them