random thoughts....i noticed it lately...
i'm falling deeper into my feminine persona...
most all my free time is spent in feminine-mode...i've noticed being on the new site chastity mansion my perspective is shared strictly from a t-girl's viewpoint. while i data-mine for content here i find myself looking at the different outfits n lingerie which seems so girly to do. i've gotten use to messaging back n forth with others and its always from a gurls mindset. seeing their looks has my mind thinking i want my breasts to develop so much lately...
my desire to be submissive to Women keeps expanding...after putting up my profile on CN and pictures with commentary about being Mistress DLC's gurl i've had positive feedback from others on CM about how feminine and pretty they think i have become under Her.
on chix chat i've interacted with a variety of men. one was true bdsm master...he wanted me to come to Madrid ...and let me know my submissive tendencies would be considerably enhanced...and he would treat me like a submissive trans-woman. that's not going to happen i still have far to go in meeting DLC's vision for me.
one thing is clear....i want to be a gurl even more than ever before...
i like seeing mature t-girls so often jealous of how pretty they are...
the dominant Women thing.... is such a powerful force in my mind...
the thought Mistress has taken a straight male and is feminizing me...still sends me...
i remember Mistress telling me...'i want you fuck-able alyssa...you're going to like sucking cock and being fucked.'
'...you'll like being a gurl wearing your pretty clothes and you're going to love having breasts...and men are going to want you.'
i've been thinking about them a lot lately...
those moments early in the process..unsure where it would all lead to..
just kinda wandered today...peace, alyssa