with little fanfare it happened with a few simple keystrokes. Dominatrix Camille designated alyssa as Her slave. i spotted it straight away. the tvChix admin had informed me i was now to be registered on Chix with the description...Slave of Darklady Camille.
something not to be taken lightly it was a crossroads moment. alyssa had moved into a new status being led deeper into the journey under her Mistress.
from pain-puppies to diaper-sluts and everything in between there are numerous types of slaves.
there too...are all kinds of seasoned Mistresses...(though we know our's is best)
Mistress DLC is of the type that prefers the feminine path for the men that come to Her.
the light of the Feminine is a powerful force in the universe. under its rays relentless exposure to it has a life changing permanence it brings with.
one will move through its stages losing the description of being called a man into a more accurate description best put as a former male. along the journey of becoming a feminied slave new behaviors are learned until...
....what is left can only be called a devoted and pretty t-girl....
being a slave is not all leather and whips instead the chains are placed on our minds and lips.
there are many males that pretend play acting at being a slave...before safely retreating back to the world of male privilege that is a by-product of the crumbling patriarchy.
from the start with Dominatrix Camille She ordered me to answer to the name alyssa. training me to the chastity cage i was told i would be kept soft, smooth and hairless while retaining a feminine look on my mound. i soon discovered there would be pictures of my development put up for anyone to see on a public access site.
it began my acceptance into the ascent of a feminine world that would have me trained into a pretty slave gurl devoted to her Mistress. early on alyssa has humiliating moments in male environments like a locker room where my feminized body was on display. i learned to welcome being emasculated. i also understood i was to accept becoming femininely objectified like many women are.
i said ascent because all of Mistress's gurls learn it is a blessing to be welcomed into a Feminine existence.
it is a place where we acquire the habits, desires and lifestyle of a female while viewing all Women as our superiors.
they are viewed as superior because we seek to learn and emulate them while becoming and acting more like them every day.
the habits of a Woman?....complete with color having my nails done at a salon.... routinely going to makeup counters...pierced ears with feminine earrings...taking lessons from a Woman to improve my makeup skills...purchasing an array of intimate wear and Womens clothing...wearing lingerie daily along with high heels...having femme-herbals every day altering and acclimating my body to a more feminine look and feel...to the point my breasts are growing....acquiring a feminine grooming regimen...
alyssa has had her mind conditioned to where i not only want yet need to have my own functioning vagina...becoming chemically castrated is part of the process of being a post-op slave gurl for Dominatrix Camille. is there a better way of demonstrating Feminine superiority than being gifted with a pussy and beautifiul breasts that lactate?
Mistress has reframed my consciousness so that i now act with the gentle sweetness many other t-girls acquire. it speaks to the power of Women that so many former males have become gurls.
being turned gentle feminine also increases the cause of Feminism making it more likely Women will enhance their power in the months and years ahead.
Mistress trains Her slave gurls to be of service to Women as a whole...again it is a recognition of our inferiority...
trained to the chastity cage...this has had a considerable impact on me as my days as alyssa have turned into years...before meeting Her i had never seen a chastity cage...i now have 3...and call the little plaything between my thighs my clitty...
along the way our sexual orientation is reframed into a submissive-feminine perspective...
the desire to live a feminine life expanding...will be something we bring up in later posts....peace, alyssa