waking upmost days i start by having an early morning meditation that affirms my devotion to Dominatrix Camille. today in a cute peach colored bra and panty set with lace embroidering i closed my eyes and dwelled on Mistress Darklady.

putting my hair up in a sloppy bun held by a clip i was overcome with a feeling of gratitude towards DLC and the continuing impact She has on my life.
days...no...weeks...no...months not really into my 3rd year under her guidance her gurl alyssa can now have her life as a slave gurl in training measured in years.
knowing the women we can become Mistress requires much of her pets...in lingerie, bra and panties every day i keep my body smooth and hairless. It is safe to say i have adopted to a feminine grooming regimen. shaving my underarms and legs and anywhere else that needs it i follow my shower dry-off using body lotion moisturizer and coconut oil. my nails are kept shaped buffed and polished. alyssa now has a collection of earrings for my pierced ears.
the point is i have become conditioned to treating myself like the woman DLC is making of me.
the last time i creamed out a climax was months ago under Dominatrix Camille's permission and direction during one of our sessions.

looking masculine?...no rather a gurl drained...ready to lick the warm discharge off Her picture as way of tribute to her Mistress...while helping to develop a taste for such fluids in the future...taking note of the potential of my breast growth...and the phallic symbol between her legs of a simple beer bottle.

devotion shows itself thru obedience...Mistress wants her gurl to get used to wearing a chastity cage as much as she can....so after the episode it's back in chastity...i try to wear my cage often...doing so it has altered the perspective of myself.
a penis restricted shifts alyssa from looking at females like targets of opportunity and instead reframing her gurl's outlook has alyssa considering herself as becoming one of them. a change from male predatory habits to that of being the submissive feminine prey.

living in the age of the Dominatrix and the powerful influence of Femininity....there are no doubt plenty of Mistresses that have devotees under their guidance...


some likely prefer the look of a puppy pet...

while others know the value of having a trained maid...of what used to be a straight male....

the point is chastity cages help a gurl accept her femininity...becoming more of what her Mistress plans for her.

i have a pair of these lovely butterfly panties....though due to my smaller clit size my chastity cage is not as big.

a boned corset awash in feminine whimsy about as pretty as it gets for a gurl in chastity...




the days of freely wanking behind her...brings a need for a maxi-pad if going out...

a sign of her obedience...posing in a public car park garage

the lovely sissy tink....

how much has alyssa changed her perspective?...when i saw this my first thought was what cute white fishnets and high heels.

part time office gurl...full time objectified feminine being...



a source of feminine inspiration kerry is a friend of alyssa on fetlife...just send her a post letting her know she looks so cute with the new blond look...

extended time in a chastity cage has the penis made benign further reinforcing a need to experience penetration as her form of sexual gratification...

over time a gurl accepts that it is intended she be the receiver...not the penetrator...

being welcomed into the club by an alpha woman...

wearing a chastity cage brings out the woman in the gurl....here is a lovely t-girl...the bump of the cage made prominent...ready for a night out and about...

having perfected her look...there is only one more stop on the train to new Ladyland...

clearly her mind has made the shift...'i'd rather feel you inside me.'....


such a pretty feminine triangle....representing a womb when a gurl regularly sees it...it hits on a subconscious level...

why the need for chastity...under the banner so many women are aware of...'we know you just can't keep your hands off it.'

have a lovely day...peace, alyssa

wonderful follow up posts gigi...
smaller clitty n chastity and bigger bobies, for this sissy slut xxx me! xxx
a follow up xxx caged and plugged as a sissy xxx