it has dawned on me i have passed a new threshold ...alyssa...like any objectified feminine being....has become comfortable having pictures taken while naked and putting her little plaything on display.
attractive...feminine looking....enticing....for years i had looked at pictures of naked women...yet now being a t-girl i've become one.
'i want to be in you.'...years ago in bed with an alpha woman...back when i was struggling with acceptance and denial...before i had welcomed the alyssa persona...Naoma whispered those words to me....a few minutes later she put me in a pair of panties...i felt so self-conscious wearing them all day.
if we skip ahead to today i no longer feel self-conscious thanks to Mistress....and have many feminine images of me on multiple social media sites...all as alyssa...a slave gurl in training.
3 years under Her rein...now entering my 8th month on feminizing herbs...the desire to become a woman has only grown stronger under Dominatrix Camille's guidance.
i would point out She told me i would come to accept that i am a flower blossoming in Her garden of femininity. This morning panties off nightie on i continued writing a story while the 6" dildo was inside me.
it has been a subtle shift....from a male looking to get laid to that of a t-girl posing....
wanting cock...in her mouth and in her body....alyssa has grown so use to sucking on a lifelike cock...
and also taking it inside me. they feel so thick ...so long. peace, alyssa