By the end of the 6th month their arrangement was clearly altering his demeanor to that of a more submissive being.
On the phone with her therapist Dana Rachel went over some of the changes.
“Yes Dana I have to compliment you…he’s taken to the chastity cage quite well. The first few days he looked at it like it was a curiosity the week after that he grew a bit testy….”
’’It's like training a horse to accept the mouth-bit...besides we both know they just can’t keep their hands off it.”
“That’s the truth….he realized as time as gone on it’s best he learn to please me so his futility at loss of access has led to greater obedience on his part…..and now I must say lately my pet has been as gentle as a lamb…..of course the months of estrogen and testosterone blockers has helped in that regard.”
“The combination of being in panties and chastity has proved quite effective with my married couples…it opens the door to even better developments…. frankly I’m surprised more women don’t use them.”
“Speaking of that things are developing nicely on his chest and his weight has dropped considerably …I have to run so let’s meet for coffee soon.”
“Alright Rachel….it sounds like you’ve broken new ground..”
It had been 3 weeks earlier Jerry’s curiosity had gotten the better of him. Rachel had started his domestic training the day after he’d been put in chastity often having him clean the house on Saturday mornings in just his panties.
Over all her plan was comprehensive with a simple outlook…have him do whatever brings him closer to full time femininity. One week early in the process she lured him into the shower on the premise they might have sex.
Playfully washing each other she had removed his cell-phone lock chastity unsure if it was water-proof. As for that it was no big matter as she had an even smaller one that seemed more practical.
The apparent body-wash suds lathering along his body he toweled off only to find he was now as hairless as she was. A few tug and rubs on his penis quelled any rebellion before she put his new chastity cage on.
“Trust me Baby…you’ll come to enjoy the feeling of smoothness…besides it’s what I want so plan on keeping your body hair free from here on out….time for your milking and a lesson in the value of moisturizing.”
Jerry had no idea what she meant yet found out as he got on all fours while naked on the bed.
“Let’s rub this moisturizer on….all over…let your skin soak it up.”
Rachels hand dipped down and stimulated the ball-sac.
“Yes that’s it honey…now just hold still while I slide this in.”
Enjoying the sensation of his balls being touched his body lurched on feeling the phallus-like stiffness move past his rosebud entrance. Moving it about Like Magellan the explorer circumnavigating the earth Rachel was in search of his prostate.
“Ohhhh my…that feels nice Domina Rachel.”
“Ahhh eureka I’ve found it…just relax…in and out …in and out.”
Moments later she set the vibrator to ‘buzz’.
As nicely as any woman might he started pushing back with his bottom. His head dipped down looking between his legs he spotted the saucer on the bedspread. A few minutes went by when he suddenly felt his penis releasing his cream.
“That’s my pet…hold, hold ...now gently release....let it out onto the saucer.”
Rachel slid the plate near his front.
“Would you like me to hold it or would you prefer to dip down and lick it off….either way from now on you’ll be swallowing your discharge.”
Keeping the bathroom spotlessly clean among his duties Jerry’s placid demeanor had him curious what was in the bottles Rachel had been keeping out near the bathroom medicine cabinet.
Looking closely one morning he read them off. As Rachel walked in her hair in a sloppy bun that tilted like the leaning tower of Piza she listened to his inquiry.
“May I ask Domina what are Antiandrogens...spironolactone…and Progesterone prometrium?”
Her hand roamed across the cheekiness of his bottom fully on display wearing his lacy thong.
“Well sweetie I could get all technical about it but let me answer that by asking would you like to feel more of a certain calmness and gentle feeling throughout your day? We both know as I told you you would how much you’ve taken to the feeling of smooth softness….”
The woman ran her hand along his hairless leg.
“…would you like to feel more of that?…if so…among other things these will help you acquire that.”
Rachel lifted the bottle and took out a pill from each.
Jerry nodded his head up and down like a puppy awaiting a treat.
“Now I must tell you once you start you’ll be doing them every day….you know me I don’t like doing things half way….why one day you’ll likely thank me so open up and drink this water to help them go down.”
Rachel smiled pleased they had effortlessly crossed over into the world of female hormones. It wasn’t the first time yet staring at her naked body in the bedroom Jerry thought she was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
It had become one of his favorite things subtly being trained to accept feminine grooming habits Rachel also had him learn about intimate wear and makeup by having him help dress and do her face in the mornings.
“So once more …help hook me up in back while you tell me what are the different kinds of bra’s us women can wear.”
The way she said it sounded like he was included in the grouping.
“There are demi-cup and balconette bras….sports bras and strapless and underwire and pushup bras. Some bras are called a minimizer and halter and others are wireless….”
“What does a balconette bra do?”
“It acts as sort of a balcony subtly lifting our breasts to enhance the shape and contour.”
Rachel let her hand hold his chin a soft kiss was put to his cheek at hearing the Freudian slip of him saying ‘our’ breasts. She decided hearing it was time to pull him deeper into the consciousness of seeing himself as a woman.
“What do we call our halter bras?”
“Hummm…oh wait I know…over the shoulder boulder holders.”
The list is many yet a couple of reasons why women are superior is that they can raise the body temperature of a male and also take his breath away at the same time. It often creates a sense of being flustered keeping in mind the male’s reptilian brain right below the surface is easily activated at the prospect of sex clouding all rational thought.
“Very good pet….I think someone has earned ‘herself’ a treat…we both know how much you like worshipping my pussy and playing with my breasts…I want you to experience a taste of how nice sex is as a woman.….hmmm are you feeling curious dear?....shall I tie you up on the bed?....ask me nicely.”
Rachel had weighed the many factors the months of HRT was taking hold, his gentle demeanor from digesting her vaginal secretions, the emasculating feeling of wearing panties, camisoles and nighties the subtle shift to feminine grooming habits even being domesticated doing the housework like a maid had its impact.
“Please Domina Rachel….can we do it…that sounds like fun.”
Rachel selected the butterfly crotchless panties after watching him slide them up his legs she eased her ‘pet’ to the bed tying his legs spread with his arms along each side of his body slipping the scarf underneath his lower back. The slight jiggle to his boi-boobies becoming more pronounced the hint of 'milky-ness' was an indicator of the feminine shape they’d develop in the following months.
“Keep your eyes closed I have a surprise.”
Closing his eyes he hoped to have his chastity cage removed. The feeling on his chest was new.
“Ok…open them honey…..they’re called breast pumps.”
Jerry stared at the clear plastic pieces on each breast. Inside his skin was lifted up giving a hint of what could be.
“I’ll let them stay like that for 10 minutes or so before we do the nipple-suckers.”
The touch so soft Rachel let her hands gently run along his legs.
“Honey your skin feels so nice…..are you starting to feel more feminine lying on your back with your legs spread? I think you look so sexy…so helpless like that…it’s almost like you’re saying ‘take me but please be gentle with me Domina'.”
She removed his chastity cage letting it his cock stand for the first time in months.
He whimpered out girlishly.
Shaking her hair Rachel slid alongside him pressing her body against his. Jerry’s body temperature soon began to rise. The whole time she moved he couldn’t take his eyes off her luscious breasts. On bent elbow the woman leaned in and kissed him sucking out the breath as she pulled away after the long kiss. His breathing labored he watched her move her nipple close.
“Does my darling want to suckle my nipple…doesn’t it look so pretty …with my lovely areola too?....with your breasts looking so nice I know how to make your nipples look like mine.”
Her arm went across his body blocking his sight line. Moments later she pulled back after affixing the nipple suckers. He shook his chest and watched them move staying connected.
Kissing him some more she let her hand touch his soft skin. It was a testament to just how much a male’s skin texture becomes like a female’s once put on female hormones. Rachel pulled off the suckers letting him see how feminine he looked with lifted breasts crowned with puffy nipples.
Nuzzling close she whispered.
“Does my pet want me to suck on her nipples? …they look so feminine maybe it’s time you answer to a gurls name….I know a pretty one... I’ll start calling you Amber.”
Looking him in the eye Rachel could see how much he liked hearing it.
“….Amber see how lovely those nipples look sitting on ‘your’ breasts.”
Rachel assertively slid on top between his legs seconds later he felt his penis enter her pussy. Mounting ‘Amber’ she slowly fucked him while sucking on the lifted nipples. The feeling amazing he watched her pull on the nipple as her vagina engulfed his cock.
“Oh baby it feels so pretty wearing a bra…”
It was the same phrase he heard with the others at his pussy worship sessions.
“Amber darling it would feel so exciting to see if we could get away with it….can you imagine how you’d feel wearing a bra at work…it’s such a feminine item…of course we’d have to put you in matching panties.”
“Oh Domina Rachel oh Domina Rachel…my penis it feel so good in your vagina.”
“Baby what have we told you to call it…does my pet want a spanking instead of climaxing?"
“I’m sorry Domina …my little plaything…my little plaything…it feel sooo wet it feels so sensitive.”
“Darling I told you about wearing lingerie…it’s going to change the way you feel….does my honey want me to go back and suck on these lovely nipples Amber.”
Slowly humping up and down on the penis Rachel licked and tugged at his nipples as she caressed his breasts.
“Hmmm is my honey feeling adventurous…should we have you wear your bra and pantie set on casual office-day...there is one coming up at the end of the month…well have to pad it out little just to make it dangerously fun…..hmmm darling answer me…. is my Amber pet ready to explore the feeling of being in a bra and panties at work?”
Rachel felt his body go slack as though surrendering. Once more she said it right before sucking on his nipple.
“….it feels so pretty wearing a bra.”
That was it…confirming his thoughts in his subconscious mind he screeched out.
“My little plaything …its getting wet….oh Domina oh my Domina…I love you.”
He felt so girlish with Rachel on top between his legs as he creamed out.
A girlish kiss to his cheek she spoke.
“ I love you to Amber my pet…ok sweetie it’s time to lick..”
Lifting up she let her vagina settle near his mouth. Taking hold of both her breasts tweaking their large nipple she watched his cream slip into his mouth as he licked away.
“Domina Rachel I like when you call me Amber…. maybe it would be kind of fun being in bra and panties at work.”
The following Saturday ‘Amber’ and her went to the upscale Galleria Mall for shopping and the surprise salon visit. The woman was ready to push the envelope so to speak.
For most males a woman’s lingerie store is a mystery filled with delights of feminine intimate wear whose sizes it would take a quantum physicist to ascertain correctly.
Rachel thought it spoke to the power women have over their boyfriends and spouses and the changing landscape of relationships to see the line of males sitting or standing near the changing rooms. Each were benignly holding the shopping bags as their women moved in and out deciding what lingerie to choose.
They looked like their balls had been cut off and held in mason jar resting in the kitchen cupboard. Periodically a female would walk out asking for an opinion she really paid little attention to in the end.
“Yes dear that looks nice….uh hum I don’t mind waiting if you want to try on other stuff..”
The comments similar from all proved a common refrain for those having been well trained.
Different than most males Jerry now enjoyed walking through the intimate wear section with Rachel leading him. Spotting a veteran saleswoman Rachel walked over to her.
“How may I help?….call me Mabel.”
It was just what Rachel wanted to hear. Leaning in she whispered.
Mable responded with a smile.
“Of course I understand…coming out can be such a beautiful thing yet being in between is fraught with trauma.”
Mabel took Jerry’s hand drawing his attention away from the rack of camisoles he was looking at.
“You just come with me dear…we’ll find something nice for Amber to be put in.”
Jerry looked at Rachel to see her pleasantly shrug her shoulders knowing he was one step closer to coming out.
Inside the changing room Mabel went about the bra fitting the cloth tape measure swirling about his upper body she smiled when finished.
“Leave everything to me Rachel and Miss Amber.”
Walking out they could hear her mumble ’34 band…a-cup….34 band.a-cup’.
Twenty minutes later Rachel secured the scarf on and slipped a pair of over-sized feminine sun-glasses to complete the Jackie ’O’ look.
A kiss to his cheek she declared ‘you look lovely in that top..just think you're in your first bra....ok...time for the salon appointment Amber’.
The hair just long enough to do it at first he was given a sweeping bang with a layered cut that over time would grow into a feminine look the longer his hair grew.
The new ear-piercings held studs that in a month would welcome hoop earrings. His bushy male eyebrows were trimmed to a thinner metro-sexual look. In time a few well-placed tweaks eliminating the bluntness would have him with a defining arch ending in a point so often seen on females.
Tanya the stylist called her colleague Zena over to finish off the look with a quick ‘easy on the makeup’ makeover.
“Now if you need to just put it back in a ponytail and it won’t look too feminine.”
The truth was ‘Amber never felt so delightfully himself or better said what ‘she’ was becoming.
Standing with Jack at the water cooler Tom waved Jerry over. The last few weeks or so two had been remarking to themselves how different Jerry had been looking and acting lately. As he walked over to them Tom thought he detected a swish to the way he moved.
“Did you see this memo?…apparently there going to be some layoffs.”
His voice soft Jerry responded.
“Yes HR has let me know I’ll be shifted to a different position under Ms. Havercamp. It starts tomorrow on casual office-day.”
Jack elbowed him in the side.
“I don’t know about under….But I sure would like to be over her…you see the pair of tits she has. I shouldn’t say anything Tom and I report to her now too. I guess tomorrow morning they have a big meeting to announce the changes with everyone on our floor.”
Tom looked at Jerry.
“I see you’ve been growing your hair… a ponytail huh?...you really seem different these past few weeks or so Jerry. ”
“It’s how Rachel wants it.”
“Say we’re going out for some beers at the new strip club in town tonight …you want to join us?”
“Sorry I can’t …I promised Rachel I’d hang the new curtains for the guest bedroom tonight.”
The next morning with Tom by his side Jack stood in back as Ms. Havercamp finished speaking. He leaned in to whisper ‘who is that new dish?...she looks hot?’.’’
Ms. Havercamp cleared her throat.
“One more thing …you all know we are inclusive….Jerry is transitioning so say hello to Amber one of my new secretaries she’ll be reporting to my top assistant Susan.”
The white satin feminine cut tuxedo seemed to add to how powerful Rachel appeared standing in the gazebo with the ‘New Age’ female minister. If one looked close they could see the hint of the cock of the strap-on pressing against the slacks the Domina wore.
Amber’s delicate frame had the beautiful wedding gown sloping sleekly downward from her bodice with faux pearls presenting as buttons. The pair of d-cup breasts lifted out on display it had taken a few months for the pain to truly subside after the breast augmentation.
Pulled back framing her face the sheer matching veil giving her a virginal appearance the t-girl had her hand being held by her dominant she was marrying. The tug of the corset creating an impossibly thin waistline there was something about the way the garter tabs pulled that turned her on while she balanced in her 4” white satin pumps.
“I now pronounce you woman and wife….you may kiss your bride Rachel.”
The feeling of the deep kiss lingering the gurl had given up her last name fully aware she would now respond to being called Mrs. Amber Barnes. Having fallen under the influence that a female led relationship can be it may as well have been as though a male named Jerry Wilson had never existed.
As Amber searched for part of her dresses train she could hold Rachel listened to the woman minister.
“It’s always so lovely when a male discards the toxic masculine and embraces the demure feminine for his life….this world will be a lot better off when female are finally running things.”
“I couldn’t agree more Reverend Moonbeam….I’ve done my part of ending the patriarchy….there is one less male we have to be concerned about.”
The corner bridal suite took up half the top floor of the 5 story boutique hotel. Her baby finger having glided on the shimmering lip gloss Amber stepped into the bedroom still in her bridal lingerie. Shy and timid the t-girl moved to pose laid out seductively on the bed’s comforter. A glance at the domina’s menacing looking cock of a strap-on as she slid on gave her cause for concern. She wondered what it would feel like to take the full 7” that was thick with girth.
“Well Mrs Amber Barnes…it’s such a lovely name…Baby pull the cups of your corset down I want to see what 10,000 dollars bought me again….”
The d-cups spilled out sloshing around freed of constraint as though they had a mind of their own.
“Sweetie are you ready to perform your duties as my wife….let’s have you on your knees first…if I remember correctly you used to tell your former mates Tom and Jack you liked blowjobs.”
“Yes Domina Rachel…but what if I can’t take all of it in my mouth?”
“We’ve got plenty of time now for you to perfect your technique.”
Amber looked delightfully submissive on his knees as Rachel slid the cock half in and out of the gurl’s mouth. Rachel looked down she thought about her therapist Dana and the advice she had given her. Amber’s eyes wide she did her best to overcome the gag-reflex.
Rachel smiled at her thinking …’My wife…I think I’ll keep her.’
The end….for now....