having Mistress DLC to thank for it i can't help yet think my relationship with cock is changing. besides clitty jewelry known as a chastity cage....

Dominatrix Camille had me acquire numerous dildo and vibrators to use when we first began .. i have been using them ever since...there is no other way to say it...alyssa has now grown used to being penetrated...and i would add the appeal of taking a strap-on inside has increased noticeably
pushing aside a man's dick for a second...am i the only one that wants to be taken by a woman wearing a strap-on?

the dynamic of surrender....'baby you won't be the same once i've finished....you're going to make for a lovely housewife.'

'oh i do so enjoy living in a female led relationship...now where is that lube?....'

new nerve endings have been awakened...well as they say its hard to get the toothpaste back in the tube once it's out...it's likely her gurl will only want more in the weeks and months ahead....

'it's time my darling learns ...mine never goes soft..."

crossing over to become the submissive pretty one welcoming the phallus...has its rewards...

'once i hear you beg for more...we'll put this collar on you.'

the look back confirming its being videoed....the surrender on her face as the t-gurl bends to accept...


the need to feel the sensations growing stronger....docile ....passive...a gentle yielding nature rising within.... 'such a good gurl...that's my sweetie....soon you'll be begging for me not to stop.'....

everything Mistress brings to my transitioning fulfills a purpose...playing with dildos and vibrators i have been conditioned to now want to experience being fucked...truth is the idea had been laying just below the surface for years.
yet it comes with my desire expanding to become even more of a woman....

i can't say exactly when but the need to feel a cock inside me has increased...i have to believe the more a gurl plays with vibrators or dildos or gets fucked the easier it is to let go of any lingering feelings to remain a male....

acquiring new gurlfriends only makes the feeling grow stronger....



a woman that has turned her husband...his days of being the head of the household behind him....




as my sexual orientation had shifted it is bringing me closer to the decision....when should i go on HRT....


and once there ...should i go all the way...and have a lovely flower of a vagina as part of the full SRS...

'plain janes's or not so many males these days seem to want the procedure...

julian, natasha and ida....Mistress DLC has had a number of gurls go all the way...

either way the call is also up to the doctors....i can be happy just being a gurl with a clitty too...


yet i know if the time comes and a woman presents her strap-on i won't be able to say no....nor will i want to.....peace, alyssa

wonderful story Alyssa, i feel this is something i think....no dream about to x