becoming a slave one learns our Mistress controls our minds and lips. Dominatrix Camille has a way of reaching into our minds and reframing our consciousness to one of a submissive being.
when i started out i was just a male that wanked to images of naked Women....ok...i'll admit it...sometimes i wore panties too while masturbating.
'your name is alyssa' ...over an over it was affirmed in my mind. the longer i have been with DLC the easier it became to welcome being Her slave. yet it came with a twist...powerful enough to do it She also reshaped how i viewed myself giving me a feminine perspective as we progressed.
it began like a small seed planted in a garden. i developed a quest to learn all i could about becoming a t-girl while acquiring the interests other t-girls had. if you have read the many posts i've put up you will see this to be true.
i think Dominatrix Camille knew the more i accepted my feminine side the more my submission to Her would increase. the feelings of femininity have taken over my life. alyssa feels connected other t-girls and continues to reinforce the desire to be a full time t-girl...that helps explain why i am developing my breasts.
most of my time is spent interacting with other t-girls and my DLC sisters. being there for each other in times of need we also chat amongst ourselves on more lighthearted topics that interest Women and t-girls...
like for example how our and other gurls transitioning are coming along....and also how much our lives have changed being slaves to Mistress Darklady.
personally i think there are many genetic Women who enjoy seeing males embrace their feminine side...in some way there is a power-dynamic in surrendering to what Women are...and wanting to become as they are...and Women know this!
at first un-nerving yet now quite common when i first had my nails done at a salon i felt so self-conscious.....
to know it is to love it...3 years into doing it i have grown so use to wearing a bra everyday i now welcome its comforting restriction...
take notice...her look one of beauty a t-girl can be.... the gurl focuses on her man's pleasure...she isn't stroking rather instead she gently caresses her mound....while doing her best to help the cream release.... peace, alyssa.