a flower of a vagina....to know it is to have one...
being with Dominatrix Camille if i have learned anything...it is that She is capable of bring profound change to the men She has converted into slaves.
honestly when Mistress first told me She 'decided' to 'accept' me i wasn't all that sure what it would entail. to be sure there wasn't a lack of clarity on Her part ...i was to be taught the art of authentic submission. to start with i was to acclimate to a feminine name change....alyssa
there was all kinds of symbolism emerging...symbols matter as they register most often on an unconscious level. they make their way into your mind and help shape the way you see yourself in the world.
She informed me i would hence forth answer to the name alyssa...it would reinforce the truth that i was to become a feminine being in body, mind and spirit.
the name is derived from the flower alyssum...ironic when you consider Mistress DLC lets Her gurls know they are being planted into Her garden of femininity...associated with beauty, intelligence and nobility the name alyssa has been around for centuries.
it was at this point i came to learn that i no longer had a cock....big, meaty something with heft and girth and length...that was what men had... not a slave-gurl protege. to help ensure my attachment to having a penis would be removed in more ways than one...Mistress informed i was to start calling it a clittie....and that it was to be captured...locked away in a chastity cage.
all sorts of imagery filled my mind...the thoughts of having a sensitive nub to play with for one...
i liken a vagina to a flower...its beauty and exquisite detail and delicateness...there it was again the word 'flower' ...and alyssa....and a pussy...the seed of acquiring my own was effortlessly planted by Dominatrix Camille...
tell me do you see a raging hard-on standing tall?...no...you see a budding t-girl...her pretty polished nails caressing her near hairless mound and softly diddling a semi-flaccid clitty.....and she enjoys it...
Mistress showed me the transformation of one of Her male slaves ...yes she's a gurl named ida..a gurl with a pussy...
DLC had encouraged Her gurl alyssa to use a vagina gaff...in some ways it is helping to prepare me for full GRS down the road.
once more ...seeing ida's vagina it registered in my brain...Dominatrix Camille can give me a pussy...the idea mingled with the realization that as Her slave i was compelled to accept whatever Mistress brings into my life...
the huge mental roadblocks came tumbling down....'i'm too tall...it'll never happen...i'm too large...i'll never meet a Woman that understands...'
it dawned on me i 'had' met a Woman that understood...Mistress DarkLady Camille...yet we would go about transforming by Her rules....
on Mistress's orders i've found myself wearing kitten ears....discovering Mistress likes calling her gurls pets...
it is both quite emasculating and objectifying...
the before and after of my breast development...
the kitten ears make me feel connected to other feminine pets and t-girls...helping me to integrate those feelings into my feminized psyche....
the word submission: the action or fact of accepting or yielding to a superior force or to the will or authority of another person. it is the essence of a Master / slave relationship.
i want to declare for me Mistress DLC is the best.....
having said that unable to do a deep dive on it yesterday i highly recommended this .... i put up a conversation off you-tube (above) ...taken from site Talking Matriarchy.com. Mistress Ezada views her 'properties' as objects. it involved Mistress Ezada Sinn speaking with a former man who had been brought to a level of submission under Mistress Ava Von Medisin. the slave turned t-girl will often lay out her different outfits and matching lingerie and accessories ....with her Mistress making the final selection for each day She chooses to do so.
having been deeply immersed in femininity the transitioned gurl became a slave ...the 13 minute mark of the video is very touching...'she talks of consenting to give away her consent giving over total control to her Mistress. from that moment on she became an owned slave. Mistress Medisin eventually decided to make a pet of Her giving her the name miw sher (Egyptian for kitten) ...the 23 minute mark 'she' talks of permanently being collared. on the flip side of the collar's tag is a bar code...it matches the same one tattooed onto her inner wrist declaring the Mistress's ownership.
Mistress Ezada compared the relationship and collar to wearing an engagement or wedding ring.
the t-gurl's training is such she has become quite feminine...very well mannered and soft spoken...especially in the way she very respectfully addresses the Female superior.
Mistress Ava
the arousal spiking...he'll come to learn about femininity as Mistress progresses....
the way of the Dominatrix...the breaking of a male....
the piece yesterday on Lady Alexa spoke to it...
'i found myself increasingly thinking about my husband adam wearing female clothing ...the idea of feminizing him started to plant itself in my mind...i could feel that feminizing him petti-coating him is a powerful way to subjugate a man and change his macho tendencies around to become far more gentle and sensitive.
note the breast growth...
gushing with girlishness...
her little clitty so small so harmless...
given away by the Domina...
a life as a wife serving her husband awaits...
let's remember it's because of Mistress DLC...and the gift She is giving us...peace, alyssa
bonus: point of interest...fascinating piece on the actress Trace Lysette