'Her' path is my path... w/pics

as Mistress DLC's gurl alyssa i've learned to rely on Dominatrix Camille in all matters as to becoming a more well-rounded t-girl.

under Her direction i've learned that in someone ways obeying Her brings with a kind of freedom. decisions that i used to struggle with have fallen away once alyssa accepted that it's best to just obey Her and trust that Mistress knows the way ahead.

i send DLC a new years wish...and this was Her reply.

Greetings My pet ...

Thank you and I expect more in 2021 but just keep doing what your doing .. as everything is coming together .. Keep focused and move along your path ...

Love you Hugs Happy New Year 2021

Mistress

i've made steady progress since first beginning with Mistress...crossing so many boundaries i never dreamed i would...

changing the way i think....altering how i view myself...She has instilled in me the desire to live as a full-time t-girl...one who admires and looks up to Dominatrix Camille...and other Women...

and who has feminine sexual desires just like them...

two areas of growth to look for in the year ahead are coming out full-time and starting on female hormones...accomplishing both will bring with an entire new lifestyle.

i wore this cute sheer tulle babydoll to bed last night---gently playing with my breasts early this morning...i couldn't help yet think all that is needed now is estrogen and i will be wearing bras out of necessity on a regular basis...i mean i'm already wearing them and have been for 3 years yet not outside...but if my breasts develop with the milkiness that comes from hormones then they will fill out the cups.

one can see from the pic the definition and structure is there....they merely need to acquire more fluidness...

female hormones will take me to the next stage ...like this lovely gurl...

if i come out then alyssa has a certain freedom to act like what she is becoming...

a feminine slave-gurl of a pet of Mistress DLC's...a gurl who is ready to become even more feminine...in how she acts and thinks and carries herself...

once i'm out there will be no holding back....i think the floodgates will open and my feminine expression will cascade....into areas i've been hesitant to display up until now...

i already know i'm going to be the kind of gurl that is submissive...

one who has the need to please...

being a pretty pet of a plaything...

another area i need to improve on ...is being out and taking pictures...i already have a good camera i just need to learn how to use it better....

the last few months i've gotten better at meeting and messaging with new gurl-friends...on tvChix chat and this forum ...i've found it creates a welcoming feminine frame work to better express the gurl i am becoming more of...

part of my obedience lies in accepting.....like this lovely .....that alyssa 'is' a camming t-girl...that is another way of saying i am a objectified feminine being...

a cam-kiss to the Woman that is transforming me...into what She knows Her alyssa can be...

aways to go yet expecting progress this coming year...peace, alyssa