.png)
.png)
becoming alyssa under the guidance of Mistress DLC i was walking around my condo yesterday like this gurl...it dawned on me...
i have grown so use to so many things. often padding around in just heels i am quite use to having my body kept feminine smooth.
if it was like it was in the old days when i tried to pick up Women now if i was to meet a woman and bring her home and end up being naked with her....
she would discover on my smooth skin-softened body a tiny thin patch of hair on my mound....my underarms kept completely hairless...like her i would have earrings in my pierced ears....my eyebrows with a feminine thinness and contour to them....manicured toes and finger-nails with in the very least clear polish on them....did i mention my bosom becoming more womanly...
in my home she would find in my bathroom an array of makeup and lotions and nail polish...in my closet she would see it half filled with feminine clothing and nighties and nightgowns and 6 pairs of wigs and a collection of various high heels, a couple of purses...my bed is kept made with feminine bedding products with a pretty comforter and pillow shams and throw-pillows (being a good-gurl i make my bed every morning)....my armoire has three drawers completely filled with lingerie and intimate wear.
on shelfs above them she would find dildos, vibrators, a jeweled butt plug with other anal plugs, nipple pasties, a pair of chastity cages, different cock rings, a wooden paddle with DLC's initials on it, lube, nipple-suckers, a breast pump, a ball-gag, perfume....my scent for the last 10 years is 'Modern Muse' by Estee Lauder.
on another shelve is a jewelry box filled to the brim..earrings, necklaces, bracelets and rings....along with a 7 month supply of Pueraria Mirifica.
i guess it speaks to just how much i have grown used to being in feminine things as well as developing the persona of a woman...
bridging back to my point there are many t-girl out there that have grown used to what they have become and have a level of acceptance to it ....in fact embrace it.
below is a gurl named samantha...clearly she likes who she has become...
here is another t-girl that had grown used to being what she is...
steadily being pushed along my mind is becoming reframed into that of a woman...if asked to dress in lingerie i would wear my favorite intimate wear in black...
alyssa is on tract to developing breasts....even now they are becoming increasingly difficult to hide in boy-mode....
Mistress DLC is training Her alyssa to become Her 'pet' of a t-gurl slave...complete with female hormonal structure...
in the past i had a chastity cage yet didn't wear it all that much...now nearing 3 years with DLC it feels like i have been trained to the cage and anal-plug...
whether it is with a man a woman or another t-girl i already know in bed i'll be the submissive one...
these days when i dream it isn't about fucking a Woman...instead i am the pretty one on hands and knees being penetrated by a cock....the thought of pleasuring an alpha reflects how impactful Dominatrix Camille is in my new life as a t-girl...
just some thoughts from a DLC gurl getting more used to living in her gurl-world ...peace, alyssa
