the phrase has gradually made its way into the everyday lexicon of society.
away in Virginia for an extended period over the weekend i managed to find time to go out shopping...a true happening in front of a woman's clothing store i looked on as the Woman approached. nervous at first i asked permission to take a picture of Her in the top.
if anything it helped affirm what kind of mindset Mistress Camille has created within Her alyssa's consciousness. my mind has been conditioned to accept that not only are Females rightfully taking on greater importance but also that alyssa will experience the truth that 'my' future is Female.
being away i haven't been able to dress as i'd like to. i miss it terribly...not being able to wear my lingerie and other things that have now become part of my daily activities. later on in the shop i found a pair of cut off denim 'daisy-dukes' shorts and a top to go with. when i return i will have pictures of me wearing them put up. i also flipped through the racks of two piece bikini bathing suits yet found none that would work.
so what was alyssa doing?...instead of manly pursuits she was out shopping for feminine outfits...that is how much i have changed these last 3 years. it is something a former male does when he is being led to transitioning by a Superior woman such as Dominatrix Camille.
for some men the word Female Domination conjures up images of submitting to a group of alpha-Women....
yet for a DLC gurl we learn Mistress takes dominating the male creature to a whole other level though feminizing Her proteges into true t-girls. it is a progression that as alyssa now with a feminine perspective in how i think and act.
the Future is Female....the idea of it has taken over my life.
i sincerely believe DarkLady Camille will keep her gurl on the path until i become like this lovey cute thing....a totally feminine being devoted to her Mistress who will want me exploring the BDSM world as a collared submissive....Mistress once showed me pics pf Her jillian...the post-op t-girl hwr feet off the ground was bound and restrained hanging from a wall as she helplessly looked on while swinging back and forth to the amusement of a dominant.
as Her gurl alyssa is being trained to express my femininity. it is why She wants me out...if i was currently living as full-time t-girl i would no longer be concerned of how others viewed me...and wouldn't be agonizing over not being able to be dressed 'as i should be'.
the thought of transitioning is locked into my mind....anyone that has read my forum posts these last couple of years realizes that.
'my Femininity'...it had been just a curiosity when i first met Mistress DLC yet has taken on a life of its own. it speaks to Her power that she has shifted my mind to accept that my name is alyssa and my life is now about becoming a woman...that everyday i am learning to be more of a very feminine person.
part of what i like when seeing other males that have transitioned is how they have a certain feminine cuteness to them...they have mentally shifted to that place that allows them to express it free of worry they might have had remaining as closeted part time Cd's...