From DLC’s garden…alyssa’s reality…so soft so smooth.
Editors note: having trouble getting pics from my phone so I apologize for not posting new ones with my commentary….working on getting a new one.
My hands glided across my hips before gently caressing the inside of my thighs. Moments earlier after 15 minutes I had removed my nipple suckers. Both stick out so much afterwards.
Feeling very much as Alyssa my hands next moved to softly touch my mound. There is only a single strip of trimmed hair there. Both drifted up to touch my breasts. Coconut oil, moisturizer, shaving. PM….‘Everything’ is so smooth and feels so soft these days
….and yes I did say breasts.
Well into my 4th month on PM I have detected a definite crease just under my breasts as well as some lift and shapeliness. It is providing definition of how my breasts will be further developing in the months ahead.
I briefly thought what others will see when I use the men’s locker-room once health clubs are back open.
I still have some hair on my arms yet that too is diminishing…I think it is likely a by-product of being on Pueraria Mirifica. From my noes down but for the strip of hair I mentioned my body has been entirely smooth for almost 2 years. One thing I have come to enjoy is having my underarms free of hair. I know I ‘couldn’t’ go back to how they used to be.
For the most part Male locker rooms are a place where you see alphas and those pretending to be alphas. If I were to go there this morning as is they would see a pair of CZ diamond earrings in pierced ears….a naked body with more than a hint of a bosom…a body that is smooth, mostly hair-free, lengthened nails past their tips with clear polish.
If were to go there in the evening being naked I would have an imprint of my bra having worn it all day.
As part of alyssa’s training Mistress DLC insists when at home I be in bra and panties and heels most all the time. a year and a half under Her guidance it doesn't feel right not having one on. My outerwear most often is pretty yet practical. Alyssa is in desperate need for coordinated outfits.
It’s been true for years yet my face also has been taking on even more of a feminine look. Using images of women and t-girls I have taken to practicing different kinds of ways of showing feminine expression like smiling brightly or pursing my lips into a girlish feminine smile. Lifting my eyebrows is one way I use my face to show emotions and often pull a blush up lifting my cheeks.
Mistress DLC insisted Her gurl acquire a floor mirror. I now have two. Over time I’ve learned why and would some it up in two words…feminine vanity. I spend a lot of time glancing to see how I look…..if anything it helps me focus on my feminine appearance and what needs to be improved to look even more so.
My bedroom is becoming more femininely appointed there is a girlish comforter with frilled pillow shams and throw pillows. I have put up a decorative mix of violet and white crinoline along the bedposts…I think it looks pretty. There is a framed pic of Paris the city of lovers that goes with the fleur de lis pattern on my comforter.
Lying naked on the bed I let my hands glide across my smooth soft skin. It said something that I didn’t touch my little plaything instead choosing to feel the sensations of caressing my breasts tweaking my nipples and enjoy the smoothness and softness.
I’ve come to like spreading my legs and lifting them high in the air. It gives me the feeling of putting my pretty butt on display while showing off my rosebud entrance. It also looks like I am welcoming being penetrated.
In the future I plan on having an anal bleaching that will leave behind a pinkish hue in the area. I also have given thought to having a flower tattooed on there with my rosebud centered in the middle.
My mind has thought about it so much but lying there I dwelt on female hormones and how they will change me. The truth is the day for getting them is drawing nearer. i can't tell you how much i've wondered what it would feel like to have a vagina.
Beyond the benefits of PM the idea that I will be growing breasts being on HRT has taken hold. To think they will be filling with milk and becoming shaped like a woman’s with looseness and contour is a powerful feminine feeling. With or without wearing one of my bra’s there will be no hiding them. I also know I will be having them pierced.
I am fairly certain having estrogen flowing through my body I will develop a gentle yielding nature. Being on my knees sucking a pretty cock I know I’ll feel and look submissive…..so too will being penetrated.
On Monday I have a scheduled professional make up lesson. I’ll be getting fresh makeup and brushes and will better learn how to use everything. It will give me the confidence I need to go out dressed as the woman I am becoming.
Just a stream of consciousness from a gurl as she thinks about becoming the woman Mistress DLC knows she will be. peace, alyssa